“He has come here to die,” I imagined them
saying among themselves. “No one comes here
for anything else. Wait a little, and we will
pick his bones.” They perched near by, and,
not to lose time, employed the interval in drying
their wings, for the night had been showery.
Once in a while one of them shifted his perch with
an ominous rustle. They were waiting for me,
and were becoming impatient. “He is long
about it,” one said to another; and I did not
wonder. The place seemed one from which none
who entered it could ever go out; and there was no
going farther in without plunging into that horrible
mire. I stood still, and looked and listened.
Some strange noise, “bird or devil,” came
from the depths of the wood. A flock of grackles
settled in a tall cypress, and for a time made the
place loud. How still it was after they were
gone! I could hardly withdraw my gaze from the
green water full of slimy black roots and branches,
any one of which might suddenly lift its head and
open its deadly white mouth! Once a fish-hawk
fell to screaming farther down the lake. I had
seen him the day before, standing on the rim of his
huge nest in the top of a tree, and uttering the same
cries. All about me gigantic cypresses, every
one swollen enormously at the base, rose straight
and branchless into the air. Dead trees, one
might have said,—light-colored, apparently
with no bark to cover them; but if I glanced up, I
saw that each bore at the top a scanty head of branches
just now putting forth fresh green leaves, while long
funereal streamers of dark Spanish moss hung thickly
from every bough.
I am not sure how long I could have stayed in such
a spot, if I had not been able to look now and then
through the branches of the under-woods out upon the
sunny lake. Swallows innumerable were playing
over the water, many of them soaring so high as to
be all but invisible. Wise and happy birds, lovers
of sunlight and air. They would never be found
in a cypress swamp. Along the shore, in a weedy
shallow, the peaceful dabchicks were feeding.
Far off on a post toward the middle of the lake stood
a cormorant. But I could not keep my eyes long
at once in that direction. The dismal swamp had
me under its spell, and meanwhile the patient buzzards
looked at me. “It is almost time,”
they said; “the fever will do its work,”—and
I began to believe it. It was too bad to come
away; the stupid town offered no attraction; but it
seemed perilous to remain. Perhaps I could
not come away. I would try it and see. It
was amazing that I could; and no sooner was I out in
the sunshine than I wished I had stayed where I was;
for having once left the place, I was never likely
to find it again. The way was plain enough, to
be sure, and my feet would no doubt serve me.
But the feet cannot do the mind’s part, and
it is a sad fact, one of the saddest in life, that
sensations cannot be repeated.