Without further demur he consents to be guided by me, and then, very eagerly, asks when it will be proper for him to come; and we agree that if he come in a week’s time, there will be no thought in anybody’s mind of our having conspired to this end.
As the fates would have it, Mr. Godwin finished his painting on the Saturday following (the most wonderful piece of its kind I ever saw, or any one else, in my belief), and being justly proud of his work and anxious Sir Peter Lely should see it soon, he resolved he would carry it to Hatfield on Monday. Moll, who was prouder of her husband’s piece than if it were of her own doing, was not less eager it should be seen; yet the thought that she must lose him for four days (for this journey could not well be accomplished in less time) cast down her spirits exceedingly. ’Twas painful to see her efforts to be cheerful despite of herself. And, seeing how incapable she was of concealing her real feeling from him whom she would cheer, she at length confessed to him her trouble. “I would have you go, and yet I’d have you stay, love,” says she.
“’Tis but a little while we shall be parted,” says he.
“A little while?” says she, trembling and wringing one hand within the other. “It seems to me as if we were parting for ever.”
“Why, then,” returns he, laughing, “we will not part at all. You shall come with me, chuck. What should prevent you?”
She starts with joy at this, then looks at him incredulous for a moment, and so her countenance falling again, she shakes her head as thinking, I take it, that if it were advisable she should go with him, he would have proposed it before.
“No,” says she, “’twas an idle fancy, and I’ll not yield to it. I shall become a burden, rather than a helpmate, if you cannot stir from home without me. Nay,” adds she, when he would override this objection, “you must not tempt me to be weak, but rather aid me to do that which I feel right.”
And she would not be persuaded from this resolution, but bore herself most bravely, even to the moment when she and her husband clasped each for the last time in a farewell embrace.
She stood where he had left her for some moments after he was gone. Suddenly she ran a few paces with parted lips and outstretched hands, as if she would call him back; then, as sharply she halts, clasping her hands, and so presently turns back, looking across her shoulder, with such terror in her white face, that I do think her strong imagination figured some accusing spirits, threatening the end of all her joys.
I followed her into the house, but there I learnt from Mrs. Butterby that her mistress was gone to her own chamber.
As I was sitting in my office in the afternoon, Jack Dawson came to me in his seaman’s dress, his hand still wrapped up, but his face more healthful for his long ride and cheerful thoughts.
“Why, this could not have fallen out better,” says I, when we had exchanged greetings; “for Moll is all alone, and down in the dumps by reason of her husband having left her this morning on business, that will hold him absent for three or four days. We will go up presently and have supper with her.”