LATE. Then all at once we are arrived at Marlborough
forest, amongst the lovely households[7] of the roe-deer:
these retire into the dewy thickets; the thickets
are rich with roses; the roses call up (as ever) the
sweet countenance of Fanny, who, being the granddaughter
of a crocodile, awakens a dreadful host of wild semi-legendary
animals,—griffins, dragons, basilisks,
sphinxes,—till at length the whole vision
of fighting images crowds into one towering armorial
shield, a vast emblazonry of human charities and human
loveliness that have perished, but quartered heraldically
with unutterable horrors of monstrous and demoniac
natures, whilst over all rises, as a surmounting crest,
one fair female hand, with the fore-finger pointing,
in sweet, sorrowful admonition, upwards to heaven,
and having power (which, without experience, I never
could have believed) to awaken the pathos that kills
in the very bosom of the horrors that madden the grief
that gnaws at the heart, together with the monstrous
creations of darkness that shock the belief, and make
dizzy the reason of man. This is the peculiarity
that I wish the reader to notice, as having first
been made known to me for a possibility by this early
vision of Fanny on the Bath road. The peculiarity
consisted in the confluence of two different keys,
though apparently repelling each other, into the music
and governing principles of the same dream; horror,
such as possesses the maniac, and yet, by momentary
transitions, grief, such as may be supposed to possess
the dying mother when leaving her infant children to
the mercies of the cruel. Usually, and perhaps
always, in an unshaken nervous system, these two modes
of misery exclude each other—here first
they met in horrid reconciliation. There was
also a separate peculiarity in the quality of the
horror. This was afterwards developed into far
more revolting complexities of misery and incomprehensible
darkness; and perhaps I am wrong in ascribing any
value as a causative agency to this particular
case on the Bath road—possibly it furnished
merely an occasion that accidentally introduced
a mode of horrors certain, to any rate, to have grown
up, with or without the Bath road, from more advanced
stages of the nervous derangement. Yet, as the
cubs of tigers or leopards, when domesticated, have
been observed to suffer a sudden development of their
latent ferocity under too eager an appeal to their
playfulness—the gaieties of sport in them
being too closely connected with the fiery brightness
of their murderous instincts—so I have
remarked that the caprices, the gay arabesques, and
the lovely floral luxuriations of dreams, betray a
shocking tendency to pass into finer maniacal splendors.
That gaiety, for instance (for such as first it was,)
in the dreaming faculty, by which one principal point
of resemblance to a crocodile in the mail-coachman
was soon made to clothe him with the form of a crocodile,
and yet was blended with accessory circumstances derived