and (what devil soever tempt him) will not fall out.
That divine part goes ever uprightly and freely, not
stooping under the burden of a willing sin, not fettered
with the gyves of unjust scruples. He would not,
if he could, run away from himself or from God; not
caring from whom he lies hid, so he may look these
two in the face. Censures and applauses are passengers
to him, not guests; his ear is their thoroughfare,
not their harbour; he hath learned to fetch both his
counsel and his sentence from his own breast.
He doth not lay weight upon his own shoulders, as one
that loves to torment himself with the honour of much
employment; but as he makes work his game, so doth
he not list to make himself work. His strife
is ever to redeem and not to spend time. It is
his trade to do good, and to think of it his recreation.
He hath hands enough for himself and others, which
are ever stretched forth for beneficence, not for
need. He walks cheerfully in the way that God
hath chalked, and never wishes it more wide or more
smooth. Those very temptations whereby he is
foiled strengthen him; he comes forth crowned and triumphing
out of the spiritual battles, and those scars that
he hath make him beautiful. His soul is every
day dilated to receive that God, in whom he is; and
hath attained to love himself for God, and God for
His own sake. His eyes stick so fast in heaven
that no earthly object can remove them; yea, his whole
self is there before his time, and sees with Stephen,
and hears with Paul, and enjoys with Lazarus, the
glory that he shall have, and takes possession beforehand
of his room amongst the saints; and these heavenly
contentments have so taken him up that now he looks
down displeasedly upon the earth as the region of
his sorrow and banishment, yet joying more in hope
than troubled with the sense of evils. He holds
it no great matter to live, and his greatest business
to die; and is so well acquainted with his last guest
that he fears no unkindness from him: neither
makes he any other of dying than of walking home when
he is abroad, or of going to bed when he is weary
of the day. He is well provided for both worlds,
and is sure of peace here, of glory hereafter; and
therefore hath a light heart and a cheerful face.
All his fellow-creatures rejoice to serve him; his
betters, the angels, love to observe him; God Himself
takes pleasure to converse with him, and hath sainted
him before his death, and in his death crowned him.
THE SECOND BOOK.
CHARACTERISMS OF VICES.