All at once I remembered.  Intense horror raised my hair on end.  I felt the hideous truth freeze me from head to foot like ice.  I had shaken off the long coma which for many hours had stricken me with corpselike rigidity.  Yes, I could move; my hands could feel the boards of my coffin; my lips parted; words came to me, and instinctively I called out Marguerite’s name.  It was a scream I raised.  In that deal box my voice took so hoarse and weird a sound that it terrified me.  Oh, my God, was this thing true?  I was able to walk, speak, cry out that I was living, and yet my voice could not be heard; I was entombed under the earth.

I made a desperate effort to remain calm and reflect.  Was there no means of getting out?  Then my dream began afresh in my troubled brain.  The fanciful air shaft with the blue bit of sky overhead was mingled with the real grave in which I was lying.  I stared at the darkness with widely opened eyes; perhaps I might discover a hole, a slit, a glimmer of light, but only sparks of fire flitted through that night, with rays that broadened and then faded away.  I was in a somber abyss again.  With returning lucidity I struggled against these fatal visions.  Indeed, I should need all my reason if I meant to try to save myself.

The most immediate peril lay in an increasing sense of suffocation.  If I had been able to live so long without air it was owing to suspended animation, which had changed all the normal conditions of my existence, but now that my heart beat and my lungs breathed I should die, asphyxiated, if I did not promptly liberate myself.  I also suffered from cold and dreaded lest I should succumb to the mortal numbness of those who fall asleep in the snow, never to wake again.  Still, while unceasingly realizing the necessity of remaining calm, I felt maddening blasts sweep through my brain, and to quiet my senses I exhorted myself to patience, trying to remember the circumstances of my burial.  Probably the ground had been bought for five years, and this would be against my chances of self-deliverance, for I remembered having noticed at Nantes that in the trenches of the common graves one end of the last lowered coffins protruded into the next open cavity, in which case I should only have had to break through one plank.  But if I were in a separate hole, filled up above me with earth, the obstacles would prove too great.  Had I not been told that the dead were buried six feet deep in Paris?  How was I to get through the enormous mass of soil above me?  Even if I succeeded in slitting the lid of my bier open the mold would drift in like fine sand and fill my mouth and eyes.  That would be death again, a ghastly death, like drowning in mud.