Bosc, however, made his appearance quietly enough, and the rehearsal began again just as Labordette was taking the count away with him.  The latter was tremulous at the thought of seeing Nana once more.  After the rupture had taken place between them there had been a great void in his life.  He was idle and fancied himself about to suffer through the sudden change his habits had undergone, and accordingly he had let them take him to see Rose.  Besides, his brain had been in such a whirl that he had striven to forget everything and had strenuously kept from seeking out Nana while avoiding an explanation with the countess.  He thought, indeed, that he owed his dignity such a measure of forgetfulness.  But mysterious forces were at work within, and Nana began slowly to reconquer him.  First came thoughts of her, then fleshly cravings and finally a new set of exclusive, tender, well-nigh paternal feelings.

The abominable events attendant on their last interview were gradually effacing themselves.  He no longer saw Fontan; he no longer heard the stinging taunt about his wife’s adultery with which Nana cast him out of doors.  These things were as words whose memory vanished.  Yet deep down in his heart there was a poignant smart which wrung him with such increasing pain that it nigh choked him.  Childish ideas would occur to him; he imagined that she would never have betrayed him if he had really loved her, and he blamed himself for this.  His anguish was becoming unbearable; he was really very wretched.  His was the pain of an old wound rather than the blind, present desire which puts up with everything for the sake of immediate possession.  He felt a jealous passion for the woman and was haunted by longings for her and her alone, her hair, her mouth, her body.  When he remembered the sound of her voice a shiver ran through him; he longed for her as a miser might have done, with refinements of desire beggaring description.  He was, in fact, so dolorously possessed by his passion that when Labordette had begun to broach the subject of an assignation he had thrown himself into his arms in obedience to irresistible impulse.  Directly afterward he had, of course, been ashamed of an act of self-abandonment which could not but seem very ridiculous in a man of his position; but Labordette was one who knew when to see and when not to see things, and he gave a further proof of his tact when he left the count at the foot of the stairs and without effort let slip only these simple words: 

“The right-hand passage on the second floor.  The door’s not shut.”

Muffat was alone in that silent corner of the house.  As he passed before the players’ waiting room, he had peeped through the open doors and noticed the utter dilapidation of the vast chamber, which looked shamefully stained and worn in broad daylight.  But what surprised him most as he emerged from the darkness and confusion of the stage was the pure, clear light and deep quiet at present pervading the