more than enough to pay his mess-bills and feed his
horses. Not in England certainly.... Was
he to ask Lucille to leave her luxurious home in a
splendid mansion and live in a subaltern’s four-roomed
hut in the plains in India? (Even if he could scrape
into the Indian army so as to live on his pay—more
or less.) Grumper, her guardian, and executor of the
late Bishop’s will, might have very different
views for her. Why, she might even be his heiress—he
was very fond of her, the daughter of his lifelong
friend and kinsman. Fancy a pauper making up
to a very rich girl—if it came to her being
that, which he devoutly hoped it would not. It
would remove her so hopelessly beyond his reach.
By the time he could make a position, and an income
visible to the naked eye, he would be grey-haired.
Money was not made in the army. Rather was it
becoming no place for a poor gentleman but the paradise
of rich bounders, brainy little squits of swotters,
and commission-without-training nondescripts—thanks
to the growing insecurity of things among the army
class and gentry generally. If she were really
penniless he might—as a Captain—ask
her to share his poverty—but was it likely
shed be a spinster ten years hence—even
if he were a Captain so soon? Promotion is not
violently rapid in the Cavalry.... And yet he
simply hated the bare thought of life without Lucille.
Better to be a gardener at Monksmead, and see her every
day, than be the Colonel of a Cavalry Corps and know
her to be married to somebody else.... Yes—he
would come home one of these times from Sandburst
or his Regiment and find her engaged to some other
fellow. And what then? Well—nothing—only
life would be of no further interest. It was
bound to happen. Everybody turned to look at her.
Even women gave generous praise of her beauty, grace,
and sweetness. Men raved about her, and every
male creature who came near her was obviously dpris
in five minutes. The curate, plump “Holy
Bill,” was well known to be fading away, slowly
and beautifully, but quite surely, on her account.
Grumper’s old pal, General Harringport, had
confided to Dam himself in the smoking-room, one very
late night, that since he was fifty years too old
for hope of success in that direction he’d go
solitary to his lonely grave (here a very wee hiccup),
damn his eyes, so he would, unwed, unloved, uneverything.
Very trag(h)ic, but such was life, the General had
declared, the one alleviation being the fact that
he might die any night now, and ought to have done
so a decade ago.
Why, even the little useless snob and tuft-hunter,
the Haddock, that tailor’s dummy and parody
of a man, cast sheep’s eyes and made what he
called “love” to her when down from Oxford
(and was duly snubbed for it and for his wretched
fopperies, snobberies, and folly). He’d
have to put the Haddock across his knee one of these
days.
Then there was his old school pal and Sandhurst senior,
Ormonde Delorme, who frequently stayed at, and had
just left, Monksmead —fairly dotty about
her. She certainly liked Delorme—and
no wonder, so handsome, clever, accomplished, and
so fine a gentleman. Rich, too. Better Ormonde
than another—but, God! what pain even to
think of it.... Why had he cleared off so suddenly,
by the way, and obviously in trouble, though he would
not admit it?...