Nor stay’d he till be
came unto the place
Where late his treasure he
entombed had;
Where, when he found it not
(for Trompart base
Had it purloined for his master
bad),
With extreme fury he became
quite mad,
And ran away—ran
with himself away;
That who so strangely had
him seen bestad,
With upstart hair and staring
eyes’ dismay,
From Limbo-lake him late escaped sure
would say.
High over hills and over dales
he fled,
As if the wind him on his
wings had borne;
Nor bank nor bush could stay
him, when he sped
His nimble feet, as treading
still on thorn;
Grief, and Despite, and Jealousy,
and Scorn,
Did all the way him follow
hard behind;
And he himself himself loath’d
so forlorn,
So shamefully forlorn of womankind,
That, as a snake, still lurked in his
wounded mind.
Still fled he forward, looking
backward still;
Nor stay’d his flight
nor fearful agony
Till that he came unto a rocky
hill
Over the sea suspended dreadfully,
That living creature it would
terrify
To look a-down, or upward
to the height
From thence he threw himself
dispiteously,
All desperate of his fore-damned
spright,
That seem’d no help for him was
left in living sight.
But through long anguish and
self-murd’ring thought,
He was so wasted and forpined
quite,
That all his substance was
consumed to nought,
And nothing left but like
an airy sprite;
That on the rocks he fell
so flit and light,
That he thereby received no
hurt at all;
But chanced on a craggy cliff
to light;
Whence he with crooked claws
so long did crawl,
That at the last he found a cave with
entrance small.
Into the same he creeps, and
thenceforth there
Resolved to build his baleful
mansion,
In dreary darkness, and continual
fear
Of that rock’s fall,
which ever and anon
Threats with huge ruin him
to fall upon,
That he dare never sleep,
but that one eye
Still ope he keeps for that
occasion;
Nor ever rests he in tranquillity,
The roaring billows beat his bower so
boisterously.
Nor ever is he wont on aught
to feed
But toads and frogs, his pasture
poisonous,
Which in his cold complexion
do breed
A filthy blood, or humour
rancorous,
Matter of doubt and dread
suspicious,
That doth with cureless care
consume the heart,
Corrupts the stomach with
gall vicious,
Cross-cuts the liver with
internal smart,
And doth transfix the soul with death’s
eternal dart.
Yet can he never die, but
dying lives,
And doth himself with sorrow
new sustain,
That death and life at once
unto him gives,
And painful pleasure turns
to pleasing pain;
There dwells he ever, miserable
swain,
Hateful both to himself and
every wight;
Where he, through privy grief
and horror vain,
Is waxen so deformed, that
he has quite
Forgot he was a man, and Jealousy is hight.”