The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 10, August, 1858 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 307 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 10, August, 1858.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 10, August, 1858 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 307 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 10, August, 1858.

“‘Will you start for Italy in the morning?’ he asked, pitilessly.

“‘For Italy in the morning?’ I groaned.  Meet Flora, travel with her, play the hypocrite, with smiles on my lips and hell in my heart,—­or thunderstrike her at once with the truth;—­what was I to do?  To some men the question would, perhaps, have presented few difficulties.  But for me, Sir, who am not quite devoid of conscience, whatever you may think,—­let me tell you, I’d rather hang by sharp hooks over a roasting fire than be again suspended as I was betwixt two such alternatives, and feel the torture of both!

“Having driven Joseph away, I locked myself into my room, and suffered the torments of the damned in as quiet a manner as possible, until morning.  Then Joseph returned, and looked at me with dismay.

“‘For Heaven’s sake!’ he said, ’you ought not to let this thing kill you,—­and it will, if you keep on.’

“‘So much the better,’ I said, ’if it kills nobody but me.  But don’t be alarmed.  Keep perfectly cool, and attend to the commission I am going to trust to you.  I can’t see Flora this morning; I must gain a little time.  Go to the station of the Lyons railway, where I have engaged to meet her party; say to her that I am detained, but that I will join her on the journey.  Give her no time to question you, and be sure that she does not stay behind.’

“‘I’ll manage it,—­trust me!’ said Joseph.  And off he started.  At the end of two hours, which seemed twenty, he burst into my room, crying,—­

“’Good news! she is gone!  I told her you had lost your passport, and would have to get another from our minister.’

“‘What!’ I exclaimed, ‘you lied to her?’

“‘Oh! there was no other way!’ said Joseph, ingenuously,—­’she is so sharp!  They’re to wait for you at Marseilles.  But I’ll manage that, too.  On their arrival at the Hotel d’Orient, they’ll find a telegraphic dispatch from me.  I wager a hat, they’ll leave in the first steamer for Naples.  Then you can follow at your leisure.’

“‘Thank you, Joseph.’

“I felt relieved.  Then came a reaction.  The next day I was attacked by fever.  I know not how long I struggled against it, but it mastered me.  The last things I remember were the visits of friends, the strange talk of a French physician, whispers and consultations, which I knew were about me, yet took no interest in,—­and at length Joseph rushing to my bedside, in a flutter of agitation, and gasping,—­

“‘Flora!’

“‘What of Flora?’ I demanded.

“‘I telegraphed, but she wouldn’t go; she has come back; she is here!’

“I was sinking back into the stupor from which I had been roused, when I heard a rustling which seemed afar off, yet was in my chamber; then a vision appeared to my sickened sight,—­a face which I dimly thought I had seen before,—­a flood of curls and a rain of kisses showering upon me,—­sobs and devouring caresses,—­Flora’s voice calling me passionate names; and I lying so passive, faintly struggling to remember, until my soul sank whirling in darkness, and I knew no more.

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