“We had a voyage of eleven days.  But to me an immense amount of experience was crowded into that brief period.  The fine exhilaration of the start,—­the breeze gradually increasing to a gale; then horrible sea-sickness, home-sickness, love-sickness; after which, the weather which sailors love, games, gayety, and flirtation.  There is no such social freedom to be enjoyed anywhere as on board an ocean steamer.  The breaking-up of old associations, the opening of a fresh existence, the necessity of new relationships,—­this fuses the crust of conventionality, quickens the springs of life, and renders character sympathetic and fluent.  The past is easily put away; we become plastic to new influences; we are delighted at the discovery of unexpected affinities, and astonished to find in ourselves so much wit, eloquence, and fine susceptibility, which we did not before dream we possessed.

“This freedom is especially provocative of flirtation.  We see each fair brow touched with a halo whose colors are the reflection of our own beautiful dreams.  Loveliness is ten-fold more lovely, bathed in this atmosphere of romance; and manhood is invested with ideal graces.  The love within us rushes, with swift, sweet heart-beats, to meet the love responsive in some other.  Don’t think I am now artfully preparing your mind to excuse what I am about to confess.  Take these things into consideration, if you will; then think as you please of the weakness and wild impulse with which I fell in love with——­

“We will call her Flora.  The most superb, captivating creature that ever ensnared the hearts of the sons of Adam.  A fine olive complexion; magnificent dark auburn hair; eyes full of fire and softness; lips that could pout or smile with incomparable fascination; a figure of surprising symmetry, just voluptuous enough.  But, after all, her great power lay in her freedom from all affectation and conventionality,—­in her spontaneity, her free, sparkling, and vivacious manners.  She was the most daring and dazzling of women, without ever appearing immodest or repulsive.  She walked with such proud, secure steps over the commonly accepted barriers of social intercourse, that even those who blamed her and pretended to be shocked were compelled to admire.  She was the belle, the Juno, of the saloon, the supreme ornament of the upper deck.  Just twenty,—­not without wit and culture,—­full of poetry and enthusiasm.  Do you blame me?”

“Not a whit,” I said; “but for Margaret”——­

“Ah, Margaret!” said Westwood, with a sigh.  “But, you see, I had given her up.  And when one love is lost, there sink such awful chasms into the soul, that, though they cannot be filled, we must at least bridge them over with a new affection.  The number of marriages built in this way, upon false foundations of hollowness and despair, is incomputable.  We talk of jilted lovers and disappointed girls marrying ‘out of spite.’  No doubt, such petty feeling hurries forward many premature matches.