There are songs all written out in my soul, which I could read, if the flash might but pass through them,—but the fire must come down from heaven. Ah! but what if the stormy nimbus of youthful passion has blown by, and one asks for lightning from the ragged cirrus of dissolving aspirations, or the silvered cumulus of sluggish satiety? I will call on her whom the dead poets believed in, whom living ones no longer worship,—the immortal maid, who, name her what you will,—Goddess, Muse, Spirit of Beauty,—sits by the pillow of every youthful poet, and bends over his pale forehead until her tresses lie upon his cheek and rain their gold into his dreams.
MUSA.
O my lost Beauty!—hast thou
folded quite
Thy wings of morning
light
Beyond those iron gates
Where Life crowds hurrying to the haggard
Fates,
And Age upon his mound of ashes waits
To chill our fiery dreams,
Hot from the heart of youth plunged in
his icy streams?
Leave me not fading in these weeds of
care,
Whose flowers are silvered
hair!—
Have I not loved thee
long,
Though my young lips have often done thee
wrong
And vexed thy heaven-tuned ear with careless
song?
Ah, wilt thou yet return,
Bearing thy rose-hued torch, and bid thine
altar burn?
Come to me!—I will flood thy
silent shrine
With my soul’s
sacred wine,
And heap thy marble
floors
As the wild spice-trees waste their fragrant
stores
In leafy islands walled with madrepores
And lapped in Orient
seas,
When all their feathery palms toss, plume-like,
in the breeze.
Come to me!—thou shalt feed
on honeyed words,
Sweeter than song of
birds;—
No wailing bulbul’s
throat,
No melting dulcimer’s melodious
note,
When o’er the midnight wave its
murmurs float,
Thy ravished sense might
soothe
With flow so liquid-soft, with strain
so velvet-smooth.
Thou shalt be decked with jewels, like
a queen,
Sought in those bowers
of green
Where loop the
clustered vines
And the close-clinging dulcamara twines,—
Pure pearls of Maydew where the moonlight
shines,
And Summer’s
fruited gems,
And coral pendants shorn from Autumn’s
berried stems.
Sit by me drifting on the sleepy waves,—
Or stretched by
grass-grown graves,
Whose gray, high-shouldered
stones,
Carved with old names Life’s time-worn
roll disowns,
Lean, lichen-spotted, o’er the crumbled
bones
Still slumbering
where they lay
While the sad Pilgrim watched to scare
the wolf away!
Spread o’er my couch thy visionary
wing!
Still let me dream
and sing,—
Dream of that
winding shore
Where scarlet cardinals bloom,—for
me no more,—
The stream with heaven beneath its liquid
floor,
And clustering
nenuphars
Sprinkling its mirrored blue like golden-chaliced
stars!