I first landed; but my companion walked with a brisk
and assured step, so that it was evident that he guided
himself by landmarks which were invisible to me.
For my part, wet and miserable, with my forlorn bundle
under my arm, and my nerves all jangled by my terrible
experiences, I trudged in silence by his side, turning
over in my mind all that had occurred to me.
Young as I was, I had heard much political discussion
amongst my elders in England, and the state of affairs
in France was perfectly familiar to me. I was
aware that the recent elevation of Buonaparte to the
throne had enraged the small but formidable section
of Jacobins and extreme Republicans, who saw that
all their efforts to abolish a kingdom had only ended
in transforming it into an empire. It was, indeed,
a pitiable result of their frenzied strivings that
a crown with eight
fleurs-de-lis should be
changed into a higher crown surmounted by a cross
and ball. On the other hand, the followers of
the Bourbons, in whose company I had spent my youth,
were equally disappointed at the manner in which the
mass of the French people hailed this final step in
the return from chaos to order. Contradictory
as were their motives, the more violent spirits of
both parties were united in their hatred to Napoleon,
and in their fierce determination to get rid of him
by any means. Hence a series of conspiracies,
most of them with their base in England; and hence
also a large use of spies and informers upon the part
of Fouche and of Savary, upon whom the responsibility
of the safety of the Emperor lay. A strange
chance had landed me upon the French coast at the
very same time as a murderous conspirator, and had
afterwards enabled me to see the weapons with which
the police contrived to thwart and outwit him and
his associates. When I looked back upon my series
of adventures, my wanderings in the salt-marsh, my
entrance into the cottage, my discovery of the papers,
my capture by the conspirators, the long period of
suspense with Toussac’s dreadful thumb upon my
chin, and finally the moving scenes which I had witnessed—the
killing of the hound, the capture of Lesage, and the
arrival of the soldiers—I could not wonder
that my nerves were overwrought, and that I surprised
myself in little convulsive gestures, like those of
a frightened child.
The chief thought which now filled my mind was what
my relations were with this dangerous man who walked
by my side. His conduct and bearing had filled
me with abhorrence. I had seen the depth of cunning
with which he had duped and betrayed his companions,
and I had read in his lean smiling face the cold deliberate
cruelty of his nature, as he stood, pistol in hand,
over the whimpering coward whom he had outwitted.
Yet I could not deny that when, through my own foolish
curiosity, I had placed myself in a most hopeless
position, it was he who had braved the wrath of the
formidable Toussac in order to extricate me.
It was evident also that he might have made his achievement
more striking by delivering up two prisoners instead
of one to the troopers. It is true that I was
not a conspirator, but I might have found it difficult
to prove it. So inconsistent did such conduct
seem in this little yellow flint-stone of a man that,
after walking a mile or two in silence, I asked him
suddenly what the meaning of it might be.