recluse came or went in the palace or in the streets
of Ferrara he seemed to be searching for something
which he could not find. He walked dreamily,
undecidedly, preoccupied like a man battling with an
idea or with a memory. While the young man gave
magnificent entertainments and the palace re-echoed
his mirth, while the horses pawed the ground in the
courtyard and the pages quarreled at their game of
dice on the stairs, Bartholomeo ate seven ounces of
bread a day and drank water. If he asked for
a little poultry it was merely that he might give the
bones to a black spaniel, his faithful companion.
He never complained of the noise. During his
illness if the blast of horns or the barking of dogs
interrupted his sleep, he only said: “Ah,
Don Juan has come home.” Never before was
so untroublesome and indulgent a father to be found
on this earth; consequently young Belvidero, accustomed
to treat him without ceremony, had all the faults
of a spoiled child. His attitude toward Bartholomeo
was like that of a capricious woman toward an elderly
lover, passing off an impertinence with a smile, selling
his good humor and submitting to be loved. In
calling up the picture of his youth, Don Juan recognized
that it would be difficult to find an instance in
which his father’s goodness had failed him.
He felt a newborn remorse while he traversed the corridor,
and he very nearly forgave his father for having lived
so long. He reverted to feelings of filial piety,
as a thief returns to honesty in the prospect of enjoying
a well-stolen million.
Soon the young man passed into the high, chill rooms
of his father’s apartment. After feeling
a moist atmosphere and breathing the heavy air and
the musty odor which is given forth by old tapestries
and furniture covered with dust, he found himself
in the antique room of the old man, in front of a
sick bed and near a dying fire. A lamp standing
on a table of Gothic shape shed its streams of uneven
light sometimes more, sometimes less strongly upon
the bed and showed the form of the old man in ever-varying
aspects. The cold air whistled through the insecure
windows, and the snow beat with a dull sound against
the panes.
This scene formed so striking a contrast to the one
which Don Juan had just left that he could not help
shuddering. He felt cold when, on approaching
the bed, a sudden flare of light, caused by a gust
of wind, illumined his father’s face. The
features were distorted; the skin, clinging tightly
to the bones, had a greenish tint, which was made the
more horrible by the whiteness of the pillows on which
the old man rested; drawn with pain, the mouth, gaping
and toothless, gave breath to sighs which the howling
of the tempest took Tip and drew out into a dismal
wail. In spite of these signs of dissolution
an incredible expression of power shone in the face.
The eyes, hallowed by disease, retained a singular
steadiness. A superior spirit was fighting there
with death. It seemed as if Bartholomeo sought