The tears were choking me, I could not continue.  At that moment a heartrending cry was uttered a few steps away from me; I saw a soldier suddenly rise, with the muscles of his face contracted; he extended his arms in agony, and fell to the ground, where he writhed in frightful convulsions; then he ceased moving.

“I have placed my hope in the Almighty,” continued my uncle, “He will bring you back safe and sound to Dourgues, and we will resume our peaceful existence.  Let me dream out loud and tell you my plans for the future.

“You will go no more to Grenoble, you will remain with me; I will make my child a son of the soil, a peasant who shall live gaily whilst tilling the fields.

“And I will retire to your farm.  In a short time my trembling hands will no longer be able to hold the Host.  I only ask Heaven for two years of such an existence.  That will be my reward for the few good deeds I may have done.  Then you will sometimes lead me along the paths of our dear valley, where every rock, every hedge will remind me of your youth which I so greatly loved——­”

I had to stop again.  I felt such a sharp pain In my shoulder, that I almost fainted a second time.  A terrible anxiety had just taken possession of me; it, seemed as if the sound of the fusillade was approaching, and I thought with terror that our army was perhaps retreating, and that in its flight it would descend to the plain and pass over my body.  But I still saw nothing but the slight cloud, of smoke hanging over the low hills.

My uncle Lazare added: 

“And we shall be three to love one another.  Ah! my well-beloved Jean, how right you were to give her to drink that morning beside the Durance.  I was afraid of Babet, I was ill-humoured, and now I am jealous, for I can see very well that I shall never be able to love you as much as she does, ‘Tell him,’ she repeated to me yesterday, blushing, ’that if he gets killed, I shall go and throw myself into the river at the spot where he gave me to drink.’

“For the love of God! be careful of your life.  There are things that I cannot understand, but I feel that happiness awaits you here.  I already call Babet my daughter; I can see her on your arm, in the church, when I shall bless your union.  I wish that to be my last mass.

“Babet is a fine, tall girl now.  She will, assist you in your work——­”

The sound of the fusillade had gone farther away.  I was weeping sweet tears.  There were dismal moans among soldiers who were in their last agonies between the cannon wheels.  I perceived one who was endeavoring to get rid of a comrade, wounded as he was, whose body was crushing his chest; and, as this wounded man struggled and complained, the soldier pushed him brutally away, and made him roll down the slope of the mound, whilst the wretched creature yelled with pain.  At that cry a murmur came from the heap of corpses.  The sun, which was sinking, shed rays of a light fallow colour.  The blue of the sky was softer.