Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

Later, at the piano, she played for him, and at him, aggressively, with the vague intent of emphasizing the impassableness of the gulf that separated them.  Her music was a club that she swung brutally upon his head; and though it stunned him and crushed him down, it incited him.  He gazed upon her in awe.  In his mind, as in her own, the gulf widened; but faster than it widened, towered his ambition to win across it.  But he was too complicated a plexus of sensibilities to sit staring at a gulf a whole evening, especially when there was music.  He was remarkably susceptible to music.  It was like strong drink, firing him to audacities of feeling,—­a drug that laid hold of his imagination and went cloud-soaring through the sky.  It banished sordid fact, flooded his mind with beauty, loosed romance and to its heels added wings.  He did not understand the music she played.  It was different from the dance-hall piano-banging and blatant brass bands he had heard.  But he had caught hints of such music from the books, and he accepted her playing largely on faith, patiently waiting, at first, for the lifting measures of pronounced and simple rhythm, puzzled because those measures were not long continued.  Just as he caught the swing of them and started, his imagination attuned in flight, always they vanished away in a chaotic scramble of sounds that was meaningless to him, and that dropped his imagination, an inert weight, back to earth.

Once, it entered his mind that there was a deliberate rebuff in all this.  He caught her spirit of antagonism and strove to divine the message that her hands pronounced upon the keys.  Then he dismissed the thought as unworthy and impossible, and yielded himself more freely to the music.  The old delightful condition began to be induced.  His feet were no longer clay, and his flesh became spirit; before his eyes and behind his eyes shone a great glory; and then the scene before him vanished and he was away, rocking over the world that was to him a very dear world.  The known and the unknown were commingled in the dream-pageant that thronged his vision.  He entered strange ports of sun-washed lands, and trod market-places among barbaric peoples that no man had ever seen.  The scent of the spice islands was in his nostrils as he had known it on warm, breathless nights at sea, or he beat up against the southeast trades through long tropic days, sinking palm-tufted coral islets in the turquoise sea behind and lifting palm-tufted coral islets in the turquoise sea ahead.  Swift as thought the pictures came and went.  One instant he was astride a broncho and flying through the fairy-colored Painted Desert country; the next instant he was gazing down through shimmering heat into the whited sepulchre of Death Valley, or pulling an oar on a freezing ocean where great ice islands towered and glistened in the sun.  He lay on a coral beach where the cocoanuts grew down to the mellow-sounding surf.  The hulk of an ancient wreck burned with blue fires, in the light of which danced the hula dancers to the barbaric love-calls of the singers, who chanted to tinkling ukuleles and rumbling tom-toms.  It was a sensuous, tropic night.  In the background a volcano crater was silhouetted against the stars.  Overhead drifted a pale crescent moon, and the Southern Cross burned low in the sky.

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