Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

“But the upshot of it all—­of my thinking and reading and loving—­is that I am going to move to Grub Street.  I shall leave masterpieces alone and do hack-work—­jokes, paragraphs, feature articles, humorous verse, and society verse—­all the rot for which there seems so much demand.  Then there are the newspaper syndicates, and the newspaper short-story syndicates, and the syndicates for the Sunday supplements.  I can go ahead and hammer out the stuff they want, and earn the equivalent of a good salary by it.  There are free-lances, you know, who earn as much as four or five hundred a month.  I don’t care to become as they; but I’ll earn a good living, and have plenty of time to myself, which I wouldn’t have in any position.”

“Then, I’ll have my spare time for study and for real work.  In between the grind I’ll try my hand at masterpieces, and I’ll study and prepare myself for the writing of masterpieces.  Why, I am amazed at the distance I have come already.  When I first tried to write, I had nothing to write about except a few paltry experiences which I neither understood nor appreciated.  But I had no thoughts.  I really didn’t.  I didn’t even have the words with which to think.  My experiences were so many meaningless pictures.  But as I began to add to my knowledge, and to my vocabulary, I saw something more in my experiences than mere pictures.  I retained the pictures and I found their interpretation.  That was when I began to do good work, when I wrote ‘Adventure,’ ‘Joy,’ ‘The Pot,’ ’The Wine of Life,’ ‘The Jostling Street,’ the ‘Love-cycle,’ and the ’Sea Lyrics.’  I shall write more like them, and better; but I shall do it in my spare time.  My feet are on the solid earth, now.  Hack-work and income first, masterpieces afterward.  Just to show you, I wrote half a dozen jokes last night for the comic weeklies; and just as I was going to bed, the thought struck me to try my hand at a triolet—­a humorous one; and inside an hour I had written four.  They ought to be worth a dollar apiece.  Four dollars right there for a few afterthoughts on the way to bed.”

“Of course it’s all valueless, just so much dull and sordid plodding; but it is no more dull and sordid than keeping books at sixty dollars a month, adding up endless columns of meaningless figures until one dies.  And furthermore, the hack-work keeps me in touch with things literary and gives me time to try bigger things.”

“But what good are these bigger-things, these masterpieces?” Ruth demanded.  “You can’t sell them.”

“Oh, yes, I can,” he began; but she interrupted.

“All those you named, and which you say yourself are good—­you have not sold any of them.  We can’t get married on masterpieces that won’t sell.”

“Then we’ll get married on triolets that will sell,” he asserted stoutly, putting his arm around her and drawing a very unresponsive sweetheart toward him.

“Listen to this,” he went on in attempted gayety.  “It’s not art, but it’s a dollar.

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