So Runs the World eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 149 pages of information about So Runs the World.

So Runs the World eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 149 pages of information about So Runs the World.

Leon.—­And to-day a society woman.

Jadwiga.—­To-day, when I see such a sceptical smile as I saw a few moments ago on your lips, it seems to me that I am ridiculous—­very often so—­even always when I sit at some ideal embroidery and when I begin to work at some withered flowers on the forgotten, despised canvas of the past.  It is a curious and old fashion from times when faithfulness was not looked seriously on, and people sang of Filon.

Leon.—­At that moment you were speaking according to the latest mode.

Jadwiga.—­Shall I weep, or try to tie the broken thread?  Well, the times change.  I can assure you that I have some better moments, during which I laugh heartily at everything (handing him a cigarette).  Do you smoke?

Leon.—­No, madam.

Jadwiga.—­I do.  It is also a distraction.  Sometimes I hunt par force with my husband, I read Zola’s novels, I make calls and receive visits, and every morning I ponder as to the best way to kill time.  Sometimes I succeed—­sometimes not.  Apropos, you know my husband, do you not?

Leon.—­I used to know him.

Jadwiga.—­He is very fond of hunting, but only par force.  We never hunt otherwise.

Leon.—­Let us be frank.  You had better drop that false tone.

Jadwiga.—­On the contrary.  In our days we need impressions which stir our nerves.  The latest music, like life itself, is full of dissonances.  I do not wish to say that I am unhappy with my husband.  It is true that he is always in Chantilly, and I see him only once in three months, but it proves, on the other hand, that he has confidence in me.  Is it not true?

Leon.—­I do not know, and I do not wish to decide about it.  But before all, I should not know anything about it.

Jadwiga.—­It seemed to me that you ought to know.  Pray believe that I would not be as frank with any one else as I am with you.  And then, I do not complain.  I try to surround myself with youths who pretend they are in love with me.  There is not a penny-worth of truth in all of it—­they all lie, but the form of the lie is beautiful because they are all well-bred people.  The Count Skorzewski visits me also—­you must have heard of him, I am sure.  I recommend him to you as a model for Adonis.  Ha! ha!  You do not recognize the wild-flower of Kalinowice?

Leon.—­No, I do not recognize it.

Jadwiga.—­No!  But the life flower.

Leon.—­As a joke—­

Jadwiga.—­At which one cannot laugh always.  If our century was not sceptical I should think myself wild, romantic, trying to drown despair.  But the romantic times have passed away, therefore, frankly speaking, I only try to fill up a great nothing.  I also spin out my ball, although not always with pleasure.  Sometimes I seem to myself so miserable and my life so empty that I rush to my prayer-desk, left by my mother.  I weep, I pray—­and then I laugh again at my prayers and tears.  And so it goes on—­round and round.  Do you know that they gossip about me?

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