Mercy Philbrick's Choice eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 300 pages of information about Mercy Philbrick's Choice.

Mercy Philbrick's Choice eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 300 pages of information about Mercy Philbrick's Choice.

“I shall see him at the corner where he was yesterday,” she said.

But no Stephen was there.  Spite of herself, Mercy lingered and looked back.  She was grieved and she was vexed.

“Why did he say he wanted to walk with me, and then the very first morning not come?” she said, as she walked slowly into the village.

It was a cloudy day, and the clouds seemed to harmonize with Mercy’s mood.  She did her errands in a half-listless way; and more than one of the tradespeople, who had come to know her voice and smile, wondered what had gone wrong with the cheery young lady.  All the way home she looked vainly for Stephen at every cross-street.  She fancied she heard his step behind her; she fancied she saw his tall figure in the distance.  After she reached home and the expectation was over for that day, she took herself angrily to task for her folly.  She reminded herself that Stephen had said “sometimes,” not “always;” and that nothing could have been more unlikely than that he should have joined her the very next day.  Nevertheless, she was full of uneasy wonder how soon he would come again; and, when the next morning dawned clear and bright, her first thought as she sprang up was,—­

“This is such a lovely day for a walk!  He will surely come to-day.”

Again she was disappointed.  Stephen left the house at a very early hour, and walked briskly away without looking back.  Mercy forced herself to go through her usual routine of morning work.  She was systematic almost to a fault in the arrangement of her time, and any interference with her hours was usually a severe trial of her patience.  But to-day it was only by a great effort of her will that she refrained from setting out earlier than usual for the village.  She walked rapidly until she approached the street where Stephen had joined her before.  Then she slackened her pace, and fixed her eyes on the street.  No person was to be seen in it.  She walked slower and slower:  she could not believe that he was not there.  Then she began to fear that she had come a little too early.  She turned to retrace her steps; but a sudden sense of shame withheld her, and she turned back again almost immediately, and continued her course towards the village, walking very slowly, and now and then halting and looking back.  Still no Stephen.  Street after street she passed:  no Stephen.  A sort of indignant grief swelled up in Mercy’s bosom; she was indignant with herself, with him, with circumstances, with everybody; she was unreasoning and unreasonable; she longed so to see Stephen’s face that she could not think clearly of any thing else.  And yet she was ashamed of this longing.  All these struggling emotions together were too much for her; tears came into her eyes; then vexation at the tears made them come all the faster; and, for the first time in her life, Mercy Philbrick pulled her veil over her face to hide that she was crying.  Almost in the very moment that she had done this, she heard a quick step behind her, and Stephen’s voice calling,—­

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