remembered Billy Jacobs distinctly, except his widow,
who lived in a poor little house on the outskirts of
the town, her only income being that derived from
the renting of the large house, in which she had once
lived in comfort with her husband and son. The
house was a double house; and for a few years Billy
Jacobs’s twin brother, a sea captain, had lived
in the other half of it. But Mrs. Billy could
not abide Mrs. John, and so with a big heart wrench
the two brothers, who loved each other as only twin
children can love, had separated. Captain John
took his wife and went to sea again. The ship
was never heard of, and to the day of Billy Jacobs’s
death he never forgave his wife. In his heart
he looked upon her as his brother’s murderer.
Very much like the perpetual presence of a ghost under
her roof it must have been to the woman also, the
unbroken silence of those untenanted rooms, and that
never opened door on the left side of her hall, which
she must pass whenever she went in or out of her house.
There were those who said that she was never seen
to look towards that door; and that whenever a noise,
as of a rat in the wall, or a blind creaking in the
wind, came from that side of the house, Mrs. Billy
turned white, and shuddered. Well she might.
It is a fearful thing to have lying on one’s
heart in this life the consciousness that one has
been ever so innocently the occasion, if not the cause,
of a fellow-creature’s turning aside into the
path which was destined to take him to his death.
The very next day after Billy Jacobs’s funeral,
his widow left the house. She sold all the furniture,
except what was absolutely necessary for a very meagre
outfitting of the little cottage into which she moved.
The miserly habit of her husband seemed to have suddenly
fallen on her like a mantle. Her life shrank
and dwindled in every possible way; she almost starved
herself and her boy, although the rent of her old homestead
was quite enough to make them comfortable. In
a few years, to complete the poor woman’s misery,
her son ran away and went to sea. The sea-farer’s
stories which his Uncle John had told him, when he
was a little child, had never left his mind; and the
drearier his mother made life for him on land, the
more longingly he dwelt on his fancies of life at sea,
till at last, when he was only fifteen, he disappeared
one day, leaving a note, not for his mother, but for
his Sunday-school teacher,—the only human
being he loved. This young woman carried the note
to Mrs. Jacobs. She read it, made no comment,
and handed it back. Her visitor was chilled and
terrified by her manner.
“Can I do any thing for you, Mrs. Jacobs?”
she said. “I do assure you I sympathize
with you most deeply. I think the boy will soon
come back. He will find the sea life very different
from what he has dreamed.”