that house when unemployed, chanced to be at liberty
just in time to attend her. “And she,”
said Mrs Smith, “besides nursing me most admirably,
has really proved an invaluable acquaintance.
As soon as I could use my hands she taught me to
knit, which has been a great amusement; and she put
me in the way of making these little thread-cases,
pin-cushions and card-racks, which you always find
me so busy about, and which supply me with the means
of doing a little good to one or two very poor families
in this neighbourhood. She had a large acquaintance,
of course professionally, among those who can afford
to buy, and she disposes of my merchandise. She
always takes the right time for applying. Everybody’s
heart is open, you know, when they have recently escaped
from severe pain, or are recovering the blessing of
health, and Nurse Rooke thoroughly understands when
to speak. She is a shrewd, intelligent, sensible
woman. Hers is a line for seeing human nature;
and she has a fund of good sense and observation,
which, as a companion, make her infinitely superior
to thousands of those who having only received `the
best education in the world,’ know nothing worth
attending to. Call it gossip, if you will, but
when Nurse Rooke has half an hour’s leisure
to bestow on me, she is sure to have something to relate
that is entertaining and profitable: something
that makes one know one’s species better.
One likes to hear what is going on, to be au fait
as to the newest modes of being trifling and silly.
To me, who live so much alone, her conversation, I
assure you, is a treat.”
Anne, far from wishing to cavil at the pleasure, replied,
“I can easily believe it. Women of that
class have great opportunities, and if they are intelligent
may be well worth listening to. Such varieties
of human nature as they are in the habit of witnessing!
And it is not merely in its follies, that they are
well read; for they see it occasionally under every
circumstance that can be most interesting or affecting.
What instances must pass before them of ardent, disinterested,
self-denying attachment, of heroism, fortitude, patience,
resignation: of all the conflicts and all the
sacrifices that ennoble us most. A sick chamber
may often furnish the worth of volumes.”
“Yes,” said Mrs Smith more doubtingly,
“sometimes it may, though I fear its lessons
are not often in the elevated style you describe.
Here and there, human nature may be great in times
of trial; but generally speaking, it is its weakness
and not its strength that appears in a sick chamber:
it is selfishness and impatience rather than generosity
and fortitude, that one hears of. There is so
little real friendship in the world! and unfortunately”
(speaking low and tremulously) “there are so
many who forget to think seriously till it is almost
too late.”
Anne saw the misery of such feelings. The husband
had not been what he ought, and the wife had been
led among that part of mankind which made her think
worse of the world than she hoped it deserved.
It was but a passing emotion however with Mrs Smith;
she shook it off, and soon added in a different tone—