The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 12, October, 1858 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 12, October, 1858.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 12, October, 1858 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 12, October, 1858.
the love which had existed between them,—­a feeling so feeble and so poor, compared to that which he felt for me, as to be unworthy of the name.  He entreated, he implored my love.  I was silent.  He bent over me, gazing into my face.  There was a traitor lurking in my heart, which looked out of my eyes, and spoke without my consent.  He understood that language but too well.  I bent my eyes upon the ground,—­his arm was around my waist, his hand clasped mine, his lips approached my cheek.  A shadow seemed suddenly to come between me and the sun.  I looked up and saw Eleanor, clad in mourning, standing before us.  I started at once to my feet, and, like the coward that I am, fled and left them together.  I ran down to the old hawthorn-tree, against which I leaned, panting and trembling.  Yet, in a few moments, ashamed of my weakness, I stole back to where I could see them unobserved.  Eleanor stood upon the same spot, calm and motionless.  Thornton was speaking, but I was too far off to hear more than the sound of his voice.  When he had ended, he approached her, as if to bid her adieu; but she passed him with a stately bow, and entered the hall-door.  Thornton took his way to the stables, and I soon heard the clattering of his horse’s hoofs on the hard gravelled road.  When the sound died away in the distance, I stole into the house and crept up to my chamber.  How long I was there I could not tell; but when I heard the bell ring for tea, I washed my face and smoothed my hair.  I would not be so cowardly as to fear to see Eleanor again, and perhaps it would be better for us both to meet in the presence of a third person.

“Mrs. Bickford was alone at the table.  ’Miss Purcill would not come down tonight,—­she was fatigued with her journey.’

“The good lady strove to entertain me with her conversation, but, finding that I neither heard, answered, nor ate, our meal was soon brought to a close.  It is long past midnight.  I have thought till I am sick and giddy with thinking.  I cannot sleep, and have been writing here to control the wildness of my imaginings.  I have been twice to Eleanor’s chamber.  The door is half ground-glass, and I can see her black shadow as she walks to and fro across the room.  She has been walking so ever since she entered it.

October 4.—­What shall I do?  Where shall I go?  All night and all day Eleanor has walked her chamber-floor.  I have been to the door.  I have knocked.  I have called her by name.  I have turned the handle,—­the door is locked.  No answer comes to me,—­nothing but the black shadow flitting across the panes.  I sat down by the threshold and burst into tears.

“Mrs. Bickford found me there.  ‘Do not grieve so, Miss Elizabeth,’ said she, kindly.  ’It is dreadful, I know; but Miss Purcill walked the floor all night after her father died, and would admit no one to her room.  She will be better to-morrow.’

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