the pitiful tales which they told me of ill-treatment
by their masters and mistresses. But my views
upon this subject had undergone a gradual change.
I knew it was asserted in the Declaration of Independence
that all men are born free and equal, and I had read
in the Bible that God had made of one flesh all the
nations of the earth. I had found out, by intercourse
with the negroes, that they had the same desires, wishes
and hopes, as myself. I knew very well that I
should not like to be a slave even to the best of
masters, and still less to such sort of masters as
the greater part of the slaves seemed to have.
The idea of having first one child and then another
taken from me, as fast as they grew large enough,
and handed over to the slave-traders, to be carried
I knew not where, and sold, if they were girls, I
knew not for what purposes, would have been horrible
enough; and, from instances which came to my notice,
I perceived that it was not less horrible and distressing
to the parties concerned in the case of black people
than of white ones. I had never read any abolition
books, nor heard any abolition lectures. I had
frequented only Methodist meetings, and nothing was
heard there about slavery. But, for the life
of me, I could not perceive why the golden rule of
doing to others as you would wish them to do to you
did not apply to this case. Had I been a slave
myself,—and it is not a great while since
the Algerines used to make slaves of our sailors, white
as well as black,—I should have thought
it very right and proper in anybody who would have
ventured to assist me in escaping out of bondage;
and the more dangerous it might have been to render
such assistance, the more meritorious I should have
thought the act to be. Why had not these black
people, so anxious to escape from their masters, as
good a light to their liberty as I had to mine?
I know it is sometimes said, by those who defend slavery
or apologize for it, that the slaves at the south
are very happy and contented, if left to themselves,
and that this idea of running away is only put into
their heads by mischievous white people from the north.
This will do very well for those who know nothing
of the matter personally, and who are anxious to listen
to any excuse. But there is not a waterman who
ever sailed in Chesapeake Bay who will not tell you
that, so far from the slaves needing any prompting
to run away, the difficulty is, when they ask you
to assist them, to make them take no for an answer.
I have known instances where men have lain in the
woods for a year or two, waiting for an opportunity
to escape on board some vessel. On one of my
voyages up the Potomac, an application was made to
me on behalf of such a runaway; and I was so much
moved by his story, that, had it been practicable
for me at that time, I should certainly have helped
him off. One or two attempts I did make to assist
the flight of some of those who sought my assistance;
but none with success, till the summer of 1847, which
is the period to which I have brought down my narrative.