Of sense, and make us fit for angels’ food,
Who lift to God for us the holy smoke
Of fervent prayers with which we him invoke,
And try our actions in that searching fire,
By which the seraphims our lips inspire:
No muddy dross pure minerals shall infect,
We shall exhale our vapours up direct:
No storms shall cross, nor glittering lights deface
Perpetual sighs which seek a happy place.
The creatures, no longer offered on his altar, standing around the Prince of Life, to whom they have given a bed, is a lovely idea. The end is hardly worthy of the rest, though there is fine thought involved in it.
The following contains an utterance of personal experience, the truth of which will be recognized by all to whom heavenly aspiration and needful disappointment are not unknown.
IN DESOLATION.
O thou who sweetly bend’st my stubborn
will,
Who send’st thy stripes to teach
and not to kill!
Thy cheerful face from me no longer hide;
Withdraw these clouds, the scourges of
my pride;
I sink to hell, if I be lower thrown:
I see what man is, being left alone.
My substance, which from nothing did begin,
Is worse than nothing by the weight of
sin:
I see myself in such a wretched state
As neither thoughts conceive, nor words
relate.
How great a distance parts us! for in
thee
Is endless good, and boundless ill in
me.
All creatures prove me abject, but how
low
Thou only know’st, and teachest
me to know.
To paint this baseness, nature is too
base;
This darkness yields not but to beams
of grace.
Where shall I then this piercing splendour
find?
Or found, how shall it guide me, being
blind?
Grace is a taste of bliss, a glorious
gift,
Which can the soul to heavenly comforts
lift:
It will not shine to me, whose mind is
drowned
In sorrows, and with worldly troubles
bound;
It will not deign within that house to
dwell,
Where dryness reigns, and proud distractions
swell.
Perhaps it sought me in those lightsome
days
Of my first fervour, when few winds did
raise
The waves, and ere they could full strength
obtain,
Some whispering gale straight charmed
them down again;
When all seemed calm, and yet the Virgin’s
child
On my devotions in his manger smiled;
While then I simply walked, nor heed could
take
Of complacence, that sly, deceitful snake;
When yet I had not dangerously refused
So many calls to virtue, nor abused
The spring of life, which I so oft enjoyed,
Nor made so many good intentions void,
Deserving thus that grace should quite
depart,
And dreadful hardness should possess my
heart:
Yet in that state this only good I found,
That fewer spots did then my conscience
wound;
Though who can censure whether, in those