Nor thou, nor thy religion, dost control
The amorousness of an harmonious soul;
But thou wouldst have that love thyself:
as thou
Art jealous, Lord, so I am jealous now.
Thou lov’st not, till from loving
more thou free
My soul: who ever gives, takes liberty:
Oh, if thou car’st not
whom I love,
Alas, thou lov’st
not me!
Seal then this bill of my divorce to all
On whom those fainter beams of love did
fall;
Marry those loves, which in youth scattered
be
On face, wit, hopes, (false mistresses),
to thee.
Churches are best for prayer that have
least light:
To see God only, I go out of sight;
And, to ’scape stormy
days, I choose
An everlasting
night
To do justice to this poem, the reader must take some trouble to enter into the poet’s mood.
It is in a measure distressing that, while I grant with all my heart the claim of his “Muse’s white sincerity,” the taste in—I do not say of—some of his best poems should be such that I will not present them.
Out of twenty-three Holy Sonnets, every one of which, I should almost say, possesses something remarkable, I choose three. Rhymed after the true Petrarchian fashion, their rhythm is often as bad as it can be to be called rhythm at all. Yet these are very fine.
Thou hast made me, and shall thy work
decay?
Repair me now, for now mine
end doth haste;
I run to death, and death
meets me as fast,
And all my pleasures are like yesterday.
I dare not move my dim eyes any way,
Despair behind, and death
before doth cast
Such terror; and my feeble
flesh doth waste
By sin in it, which it towards hell doth
weigh.
Only them art above, and when towards
thee
By thy leave I can look, I
rise again;
But our old subtle foe so tempteth me,
That not one hour myself I
can sustain:
Thy grace may wing me to prevent his art,
And thou like adamant draw mine iron heart.
If faithful souls be alike glorified
As angels, then my father’s
soul doth see,
And adds this even to full
felicity,
That valiantly I hell’s wide mouth
o’erstride:
But if our minds to these souls be descried
By circumstances and by signs
that be
Apparent in us—not
immediately[78]—
How shall my mind’s white truth
by them be tried?
They see idolatrous lovers
weep and mourn,
And, style blasphemous, conjurors to call
On Jesu’s name, and pharisaical
Dissemblers feign devotioen.
Then turn,
O pensive soul, to God; for he knows best
Thy grief, for he put it into my breast.
Death, be not proud, though some have
called thee
Mighty and dreadful, for thou
art not so;
For those whom thou think’st
thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poor Death; nor yet canst thou
kill me.