Parting from Christ my fainting force
declined;
With lingering foot I followed
him aloof;
Base fear out of my heart his love unshrined,
Huge in high words, but impotent
in proof.
My vaunts did seem hatched under Samson’s
locks,
Yet woman’s words did give me murdering
knocks
* * * * *
At Sorrow’s door I knocked:
they craved my name
I answered, “One unworthy
to be known.”
“What one?” say they.
“One worthiest of blame.”
“But who?” “A
wretch not God’s, nor yet his own.”
“A man?” “Oh, no!”
“A beast?” “Much worse.”
“What creature?”
“A rock.”
“How called?” “The rock of scandal,
Peter.”
* * * * *
Christ! health of fevered soul, heaven
of the mind,
Force of the feeble, nurse
of infant loves,
Guide to the wandering foot, light to
the blind,
Whom weeping wins, repentant
sorrow moves!
Father in care, mother in tender heart,
Revive and save me, slain with sinful
dart!
If King Manasseh, sunk in depth of sin,
With plaints and tears recovered
grace and crown,
A worthless worm some mild regard may
win,
And lowly creep where flying
threw it down.
A poor desire I have to mend my ill;
I should, I would, I dare not say I will.
I dare not say I will, but wish I may;
My pride is checked:
high words the speaker spilt.
My good, O Lord, thy gift—thy
strength, my stay—
Give what thou bidst, and
then bid what thou wilt.
Work with me what of me thou dost request;
Then will I dare the worst and love the
best.
Here, from another poem, are two little stanzas worth preserving:
Yet God’s must I remain,
By death, by wrong, by shame;
I cannot blot out of my heart
That grace wrought in his
name.
I cannot set at nought,
Whom I have held so dear;
I cannot make Him seem afar
That is indeed so near.
The following poem, in style almost as simple as a ballad, is at once of the quaintest and truest. Common minds, which must always associate a certain conventional respectability with the forms of religion, will think it irreverent. I judge its reverence profound, and such none the less that it is pervaded by a sweet and delicate tone of holy humour. The very title has a glimmer of the glowing heart of Christianity:
NEW PRINCE, NEW POMP.
Behold a silly,[69] tender babe,
In freezing winter night,
In homely manger trembling lies;
Alas! a piteous sight.
The inns are full; no man will yield
This little pilgrim bed;
But forced he is with silly beasts
In crib to shroud his head.
Despise him not for lying there;
First what he is inquire:
An orient pearl is often found
In depth of dirty mire.