without the primal law of
their many dim-dawning
wonders—that is, the Being, if such there
might be, who thought their laws first and then embodied
them in a world of aeonian growth. These indeed
seek law likewise, but a perfect law—a law
they can believe perfect beyond the comprehension of
powers of whose imperfection they are too painfully
conscious. They feel in their highest moments
a helplessness that drives them to search after some
Power with a heart deeper than his power, who cares
for the troubled creatures he has made. But still
under the influence of that faithless hunger for intellectual
certainty, they look about and divide into two parties:
both would gladly receive the reported revelation
in Jesus, the one if they could have evidence enough
from without, the other if they could only get rid
of the difficulties it raises within. I am aware
that I distinguish in the mass, and that both sides
would be found more or less influenced by the same
difficulties—but
more and
less,
and therefore thus classified by the driving predominance.
Those of the one party, then, finding no proof to
be had but that in testimony, and anxious to have all
they can—delighting too in a certain holy
wilfulness of intellectual self-immolation, accept
the testimony in the mass, and become Roman Catholics.
Nor is it difficult to see how they then find rest.
It is not the dogma, but the contact with Christ the
truth, with Christ the man, which the dogma, in pacifying
the troubles of the intellect—if only by
a soporific, has aided them in reaching, that gives
them peace: it is the truth itself that makes
them free.
The worshippers of science will themselves allow,
that when they cannot gain observations enough to
satisfy them upon any point in which a law of nature
is involved, they must, if possible, institute experiments.
I say therefore to those whose observation has not
satisfied them concerning the phenomenon Christianity,—“Where
is your experiment? Why do you not thus try the
utterance claiming to be the law of life? Call
it a hypothesis, and experiment upon it. Carry
into practice, well justified of your conscience,
the words which the Man spoke, for therein he says
himself lies the possibility of your acceptance of
his mission; and if, after reasonable time thus spent,
you are not yet convinced enough to give testimony—I
will not annoy you by saying to facts, but—to
conviction, I think neither will you be ready to abandon
the continuous experiment.” These Roman
Catholics have thus met with Jesus, come into personal
contact with him: by the doing of what he tells
us, and by nothing else, are they blessed. What
if their theories show to me like a burning of the
temple and a looking for the god in the ashes?
They know in whom they have believed. And if
some of us think we have a more excellent way, we
shall be blessed indeed if the result be no less excellent
than in such men as Faber, Newman, and Aubrey de Vere.