unchastity. “In our days,” to quote
Mr. Froude, “a rough tinker who could say as
much for himself after he had grown to manhood, would
be regarded as a model of self-restraint. If
in Bedford and the neighbourhood there was no young
man more vicious than Bunyan, the moral standard of
an English town in the seventeenth century must have
been higher than believers in progress will be pleased
to allow.” How then, it may be asked,
are we to explain the passionate language in which
he expresses his self-abhorrence, which would hardly
seem exaggerated in the mouth of the most profligate
and licentious? We are confident that Bunyan
meant what he said. So intensely honest a nature
could not allow his words to go beyond his convictions.
When he speaks of “letting loose the reins
to his lusts,” and sinning “with the greatest
delight and ease,” we know that however exaggerated
they may appear to us, his expressions did not seem
to him overstrained. Dr. Johnson marvelled that
St. Paul could call himself “the chief of sinners,”
and expressed a doubt whether he did so honestly.
But a highly-strung spiritual nature like that of
the apostle, when suddenly called into exercise after
a period of carelessness, takes a very different estimate
of sin from that of the world, even the decent moral
world, in general. It realizes its own offences,
venial as they appear to others, as sins against infinite
love—a love unto death—and in
the light of the sacrifice on Calvary, recognizes
the heinousness of its guilt, and while it doubts
not, marvels that it can be pardoned. The sinfulness
of sin—more especially their own sin—is
the intensest of all possible realities to them.
No language is too strong to describe it. We
may not unreasonably ask whether this estimate, however
exaggerated it may appear to those who are strangers
to these spiritual experiences, is altogether a mistaken
one?
The spiritual instinct was very early awakened in
Bunyan. While still a child “but nine
or ten years old,” he tells us he was racked
with convictions of sin, and haunted with religious
fears. He was scared with “fearful dreams,”
and “dreadful visions,” and haunted in
his sleep with “apprehensions of devils and
wicked spirits” coming to carry him away, which
made his bed a place of terrors. The thought
of the Day of Judgment and of the torments of the
lost, often came as a dark cloud over his mind in
the midst of his boyish sports, and made him tremble.
But though these fevered visions embittered his enjoyment
while they lasted, they were but transient, and after
a while they entirely ceased “as if they had
never been,” and he gave himself up without restraint
to the youthful pleasures in which his ardent nature
made him ever the ringleader. The “thoughts
of religion” became very grievous to him.
He could not endure even to see others read pious
books; “it would be as a prison to me.”
The awful realities of eternity which had once been
so crushing to his spirit were “both out of