remember that Bunyan’s own words expressly restrict
this indulgence to the six months between the Autumn
Assizes of 1661 and the Spring Assizes of 1662.
“Between these two assizes,” he says, “I
had by my jailer some liberty granted me more than
at the first.” This liberty was certainly
of the largest kind consistent with his character
of a prisoner. The church books show that he
was occasionally present at their meetings, and was
employed on the business of the congregation.
Nay, even his preaching, which was the cause of his
imprisonment, was not forbidden. “I followed,”
he says, writing of this period, “my wonted course
of preaching, taking all occasions that were put into
my hand to visit the people of God.” But
this indulgence was very brief and was brought sharply
to an end. It was plainly irregular, and depended
on the connivance of his jailer. We cannot be
surprised that when it came to the magistrates’
ears—“my enemies,” Bunyan rather
unworthily calls them—they were seriously
displeased. Confounding Bunyan with the Fifth
Monarchy men and other turbulent sectaries, they imagined
that his visits to London had a political object,
“to plot, and raise division, and make insurrections,”
which, he honestly adds, “God knows was a slander.”
The jailer was all but “cast out of his place,”
and threatened with an indictment for breach of trust,
while his own liberty was so seriously “straitened”
that he was prohibited even “to look out at the
door.” The last time Bunyan’s name
appears as present at a church meeting is October
28, 1661, nor do we see it again till October 9, 1668,
only four years before his twelve years term of imprisonment
expired.
But though his imprisonment was not so severe, nor
his prison quite so narrow and wretched as some word-painters
have described them, during the greater part of the
time his condition was a dreary and painful one, especially
when spent, as it sometimes was, “under cruel
and oppressive jailers.” The enforced
separation from his wife and children, especially
his tenderly loved blind daughter, Mary, was a continually
renewed anguish to his loving heart. “The
parting with them,” he writes, “hath often
been to me as pulling the flesh from the bones; and
that not only because I am somewhat too fond of these
great mercies, but also because I should often have
brought to my mind the many hardships, miseries, and
wants my poor family was like to meet with, should
I be taken from them; especially my poor blind child,
who lay nearer to my heart than all beside.
Poor child, thought I, thou must be beaten, thou must
beg, thou must suffer hunger, cold, nakedness, and
a thousand calamities, though I cannot now endure
the wind should blow on thee. O, the thoughts
of the hardships my blind one might go under would
break my heart to pieces.” He seemed to
himself like a man pulling down his house on his wife
and children’s head, and yet he felt, “I
must do it; O, I must do it.” He was also,