of Bunyan’s immortal narrative had their human
representatives in devout female members of the congregation,
known in their little Bedford world as Sister Bosworth,
Sister Munnes, and Sister Fenne, three of the poor
women whose pleasant words on the things of God, as
they sat at a doorway in the sun, “as if joy
did make them speak,” had first opened Bunyan’s
eyes to his spiritual ignorance. He was received
into the church by baptism, which, according to his
earliest biographer, Charles Doe “the Struggler,”
was performed publicly by Mr. Gifford, in the river
Ouse, the “Bedford river” into which Bunyan
tells us he once fell out of a boat, and barely escaped
drowning. This was about the year 1653.
The exact date is uncertain. Bunyan never mentions
his baptism himself, and the church books of Gifford’s
congregation do not commence till May, 1656, the year
after Gifford’s death. He was also admitted
to the Holy Communion, which for want, as he deemed,
of due reverence in his first approach to it, became
the occasion of a temporary revival of his old temptations.
While actually at the Lord’s Table he was “forced
to bend himself to pray” to be kept from uttering
blasphemies against the ordinance itself, and cursing
his fellow communicants. For three-quarters
of a year he could “never have rest or ease”
from this shocking perversity. The constant strain
of beating off this persistent temptation seriously
affected his health. “Captain Consumption,”
who carried off his own “Mr. Badman,” threatened
his life. But his naturally robust constitution
“routed his forces,” and brought him through
what at one time he anticipated would prove a fatal
illness. Again and again, during his period of
indisposition, the Tempter took advantage of his bodily
weakness to ply him with his former despairing questionings
as to his spiritual state. That seemed as bad
as bad could be. “Live he must not; die
he dare not.” He was repeatedly near giving
up all for lost. But a few words of Scripture
brought to his mind would revive his drooping spirits,
with a natural reaction on his physical health, and
he became “well both in body and mind at once.”
“My sickness did presently vanish, and I walked
comfortably in my work for God again.”
At another time, after three or four days of deep dejection,
some words from the Epistle to the Hebrews “came
bolting in upon him,” and sealed his sense of
acceptance with an assurance he never afterwards entirely
lost. “Then with joy I told my wife, ‘Now
I know, I know.’ That night was a good
night to me; I never had but few better. I could
scarce lie in my bed for joy and peace and triumph
through Christ.”