him at his death, in 1655, the character of a “wise,
tolerant, and truly Christian man.” The
conversation of the poor women who were destined to
exercise so momentous an influence on Bunyan’s
spiritual life, evidenced how thoroughly they had
drunk in their pastor’s teaching. Bunyan
himself was at this time a “brisk talker in
the matters of religion,” such as he drew from
the life in his own Talkative. But the words
of these poor women were entirely beyond him.
They opened a new and blessed land to which he was
a complete stranger. “They spoke of their
own wretchedness of heart, of their unbelief, of their
miserable state by nature, of the new birth, and the
work of God in their souls, and how the Lord refreshed
them, and supported them against the temptations of
the Devil by His words and promises.”
But what seems to have struck Bunyan the most forcibly
was the happiness which their religion shed in the
hearts of these poor women. Religion up to this
time had been to him a system of rules and restrictions.
Heaven was to be won by doing certain things and not
doing certain other things. Of religion as a
Divine life kindled in the soul, and flooding it with
a joy which creates a heaven on earth, he had no conception.
Joy in believing was a new thing to him. “They
spake as if joy did make them speak; they spake with
such pleasantness of Scripture language, and with
such appearance of grace in all they said, that they
were to me as if they had found a new world,”
a veritable “El Dorado,” stored with the
true riches. Bunyan, as he says, after he had
listened awhile and wondered at their words, left
them and went about his work again. But their
words went with him. He could not get rid of
them. He saw that though he thought himself
a godly man, and his neighbours thought so too, he
wanted the true tokens of godliness. He was convinced
that godliness was the only true happiness, and he
could not rest till he had attained it. So he
made it his business to be going again and again into
the company of these good women. He could not
stay away, and the more he talked with them the more
uneasy he became—“the more I questioned
my own condition.” The salvation of his
soul became all in all to him. His mind “lay
fixed on eternity like a horse-leech at the vein.”
The Bible became precious to him. He read it
with new eyes, “as I never did before.”
“I was indeed then never out of the Bible, either
by reading or meditation.” The Epistles
of St. Paul, which before he “could not away
with,” were now “sweet and pleasant”
to him. He was still “crying out to God
that he might know the truth and the way to Heaven
and glory.” Having no one to guide him
in his study of the most difficult of all books, it
is no wonder that he misinterpreted and misapplied
its words in a manner which went far to unsettle his
brain. He read that without faith he could not
be saved, and though he did not clearly know what
faith was, it became a question of supreme anxiety