felt disposed to make. Denbigh, however, had taken
no notice of the indignity, and continued his directions
in the same mild and benevolent manner he had used
during the whole interview. Half a crown was but
little, thought Emily, for a family that was starving;
and, unwilling to judge harshly of one she had begun
to value so highly, she came to the painful conclusion,
her companion was not as rich as he deserved to be.
Emily had not yet to learn that charity was in proportion
to the means of the donor, and a gentle wish insensibly
stole over her that Denbigh might in some way become
more richly endowed with the good things of this world.
Until this moment her thoughts had never turned to
his temporal condition. She knew he was an officer
in the army, but of what rank, or even of what regiment,
she was ignorant. He had frequently touched in
his conversations on the customs of the different
countries he had seen. He had served in Italy,
in the north of Europe, in the West Indies, in Spain.
Of the manners of the people, of their characters,
he not unfrequently spoke, and with a degree of intelligence,
a liberality, a justness of discrimination, that had
charmed his auditors; but on the point of personal
service he had maintained a silence that was inflexible,
and not a little surprising—more particularly
of that part of his history which related to the latter
country; from all which she was rather inclined to
think his military rank was not as high as she thought
he merited, and that possibly he felt an awkwardness
of putting it in contrast with the more elevated station
of Colonel Egerton. The same idea had struck the
whole family, and prevented any inquiries which might
be painful. He was so connected with the mournful
event of his father’s death, that no questions
could be put with propriety to the doctor’s
family; and if Francis had been more communicative
to Clara, she was too good a wife to mention it, and
her own family was possessed of too just a sense of
propriety to touch upon points that might bring her
conjugal fidelity in question.
Though Denbigh appeared a little abstracted during
the ride, his questions concerning Sir Edward and
her friends kind and affectionate. As they approached
the house he suffered his horse to walk, and, after
some hesitation, he took a letter from his pocket,
and handing it to her, said—
“I hope Miss Moseley will not think me impertinent
in becoming the bearer of a letter ’from her
cousin, Lord Chatterton. He requested it so earnestly,
that I could not refuse taking what I am sensible is
a great liberty; for it would be deception did I affect
to be ignorant of his admiration, or of his generous
treatment of a passion she cannot return. Chatterton,”
and he smiled mournfully, “is yet too true to
cease his commendations.”
Emily blushed painfully, but she took the letter in
silence; and as Denbigh pursued the topic no further,
the little distance they had to go was ridden in silence.
On entering the gates, however, he said, inquiringly,
and with much interest—