out for it,—he must not die without it.
It hurt me to hear his voice break, and I made out
to roll near him to help him search. ‘We’ll
find it,’ I told him, and he thanked me for my
help. ‘Look for a square hard case,’
he said eagerly. ’It must be here; I had
it after I fell down.’ Together we searched
the rough ground over in the dark as well as we could.
I was glad enough to help him. I had a picture
like that of my own that I shouldn’t have liked
to lose. But we were clumsy searchers, and he
seemed to lose hope as he lost strength. Again
he cried out for that picture, but now it was a despairing
cry, and it hurt me. Under the darkness I reached
my one good hand up and took my own picture from its
place. So many of us carried pictures over our
hearts in those days. I pretended then to search
once more, telling him to have courage, and then I
said, ‘Is this it?’ He fumbled for it,
and his hand caught it quickly up under his chin.
He was so glad. He thanked me for finding it,
and then he lay still, panting. After a while—we
both wanted water—I crawled away to where
I heard a running stream. It must have been farther
than I thought, and I couldn’t be quick because
so much of me was numb and had to be dragged.
But I reached the water and filled a canteen I had
found on the way. As soon as I could manage it
I went back to him with the water, but I must have
been gone a long time. He wasn’t there.
But as I crawled near where he had lain, I put my
hand on a little square case such as I had given him.
I thought it must be mine. I lost consciousness
again. When I awoke two hospital stewards carried
me on a stretcher, and a field surgeon walked beside
us. I still had the picture, and not for many
days did I know that it wasn’t my own.
After that I forgot it—but I’ve already
told you of that.”
Her eyes had not quitted my face while I spoke, though
they were glistening; her mouth had weakened more
than once, and a piteous little “Oh!”
would come from her lips. When I had finished
she looked away from me, dropping her eyes to the
floor, leaning forward intently, her hands shut between
her knees. For a long time she remained so, forgetting
me. But at last I could hear her breathe and
could see the increasing rise and fall of it, so that
I feared a crisis. But none came. Again she
mastered herself and even managed a smile for me, though
it was a poor thing.
“I’ve told you all, Miss Kate.”
“Yes—I’m unfair, but you have
a right to know. I found that picture—your
picture, when they brought him in. His hands were
clenched about it. They said he had pleaded to
hold it and made them promise not to take it from
him—ever. I was left alone, and I dared
to take it, just for a moment. Something in the
design of the cover puzzled me. I had meant to
put it right back, and after I had looked at it there
was only one thing to do—to put it back.”
“They said you found your own picture, or I
might have suspected.”