[1142] Against inqitisitive and perplexing thoughts.  ’O LORD, my Maker and Protector, who hast graciously sent me into this world to work out my salvation, enable me to drive from me all such unquiet and perplexing thoughts as may mislead or hinder me in the practice of those duties which Thou hast required.  When I behold the works of thy hands, and consider the course of thy providence, give me grace always to remember that thy thoughts are not my thoughts, nor thy ways my ways.  And while it shall please Thee to continue me in this world, where much is to be done, and little to be known, teach me by thy Holy Spirit, to withdraw my mind from unprofitable and dangerous enquiries, from difficulties vainly curious, and doubts impossible to be solved.  Let me rejoice in the light which Thou hast imparted, let me serve Thee with active zeal and humble confidence, and wait with patient expectation for the time in which the soul which Thou receivest shall be satisfied with knowledge.  Grant this, O LORD, for JESUS CHRIST’S sake.  Amen.’  BOSWELL. Pr. and Med. p. 219.

[1143] Life of Johnson, p. 599.

[1144] Porson with admirable humour satirised Hawkins for his attack on Barber. Gent.  Mag. 1787, p. 752, and Porson Tracts, p. 358.  Baretti in his Tolondron, p. 149, says that ’Barber from his earliest youth served Johnson with the greatest affection and disinterestedness.’

[1145] Vol. ii. p. 30.  BOSWELL.

[1146] I shall add one instance only to those which I have thought it incumbent on me to point out.  Talking of Mr. Garrick’s having signified his willingness to let Johnson have the loan of any of his books to assist him in his edition of Shakspeare [ante, ii. 192]; Sir John says, (p. 444,) ’Mr. Garrick knew not what risque he ran by this offer.  Johnson had so strange a forgetfulness of obligations of this sort, that few who lent him books ever saw them again.’  This surely conveys a most unfavourable insinuation, and has been so understood.  Sir John mentions the single case of a curious edition of Politian [ante, i. 90], which he tells us, ’appeared to belong to Pembroke College, and which, probably, had been considered by Johnson as his own, for upwards of fifty years.’  Would it not be fairer to consider this as an inadvertence, and draw no general inference?  The truth is, that Johnson was so attentive, that in one of his manuscripts in my possession, he has marked in two columns, books borrowed, and books lent.

In Sir John Hawkins’s compilation, there are, however, some passages concerning Johnson which have unquestionable merit.  One of them I shall transcribe, in justice to a writer whom I have had too much occasion to censure, and to shew my fairness as the biographer of my illustrious friend:  ’There was wanting in his conduct and behaviour, that dignity which results from a regular and orderly course of action, and by an irresistible power commands esteem.  He could