To say truth, we never anticipated our usual hour,
or got up with the sun (as ’tis called), to
go a journey, or upon a foolish whole day’s pleasuring,
but we suffered for it all the long hours after in
listlessness and headachs; Nature herself sufficiently
declaring her sense of our presumption, in aspiring
to regulate our frail waking courses by the measures
of that celestial and sleepless traveller. We
deny not that there is something sprightly and vigorous,
at the outset especially, in these break-of-day excursions.
It is flattering to get the start of a lazy world;
to conquer death by proxy in his image. But the
seeds of sleep and mortality are in us; and we pay
usually in strange qualms, before night falls, the
penalty of the unnatural inversion. Therefore,
while the busy part of mankind are fast huddling on
their clothes, are already up and about their occupations,
content to have swallowed their sleep by wholesale;
we chose to linger a-bed, and digest our dreams.
It is the very time to recombine the wandering images,
which night in a confused mass presented; to snatch
them from forgetfulness; to shape, and mould them.
Some people have no good of their dreams. Like
fast feeders, they gulp them too grossly, to taste
them curiously. We love to chew the cud of a
foregone vision: to collect the scattered rays
of a brighter phantasm, or act over again, with firmer
nerves, the sadder nocturnal tragedies; to drag into
day-light a struggling and half-vanishing night-mare;
to handle and examine the terrors, or the airy solaces.
We have too much respect for these spiritual communications,
to let them go so lightly. We are not so stupid,
or so careless, as that Imperial forgetter of his dreams,
that we should need a seer to remind us of the form
of them. They seem to us to have as much significance
as our waking concerns; or rather to import us more
nearly, as more nearly we approach by years to the
shadowy world, whither we are hastening. We have
shaken hands with the world’s business; we have
done with it; we have discharged ourself of it.
Why should we get up? we have neither suit to solicit,
nor affairs to manage. The drama has shut in
upon us at the fourth act. We have nothing here
to expect, but in a short time a sick bed, and a dismissal.
We delight to anticipate death by such shadows as night
affords. We are already half acquainted with ghosts.
We were never much in the world. Disappointment
early struck a dark veil between us and its dazzling
illusions. Our spirits showed grey before our
hairs. The mighty changes of the world already
appear as but the vain stuff out of which dramas are
composed. We have asked no more of life than
what the mimic images in play-houses present us with.
Even those types have waxed fainter. Our clock
appears to have struck. We are SUPERANNUATED.
In this dearth of mundane satisfaction, we contract
politic alliances with shadows. It is good to
have friends at court. The abstracted media of