quite know how to interpret the circumstances that
seem to be in answer to your prayer? It is as
if you spoke to God in English and the answer comes
in Sanscrit. I think I have received such answers
myself. And if we were brutes, with no capacity
of increasing our understanding, I should think it
very queer. Sometimes it is hard work to pray
until we get an answer and then it is harder still
to find out its meaning. I imagine that Linnet
and Marjorie, even Will Rheid, would not understand
that; but you and I are not led along in the easiest
way. It must be because the answer is worth the
hard work: his Word and Spirit can interpret
all his involved and mystical answers. Think with
a clear head, not with any pre-formed judgment, with
a heart emptied of all but a willingness to read his
meaning aright, be that meaning to shatter your hopes
or to give bountifully your desire—with
a sincere and abiding determination to take it, come
what may, and you will understand as plainly as you
are understanding me. Try it and see. I have
tried and I know. There may be a wound for you
somewhere, but oh, the joy of the touch of his healing
hand. And after that comes obedience. Do
you remember one a long time ago who had half an answer,
only a glimmer of light on a dark way? He took
the answer and went on as far as he understood, not
daring to disobey, but he went on—something
like you, too—in ‘bitterness,’
in the heat of his spirit, he says; he went on as
far as he could and stayed there. That was obedience.
He stayed there ‘astonished’ seven days.
Perhaps you are in his frame of mind. Nothing
happened until the end of the seven days, then he had
another word. So I would advise you to stay astonished
and wait for the end of your seven days. In our
bitterness and the heat of our spirit we are apt to
think that God is rather slow about our business.
Ezekiel could have been busy all that seven days instead
of doing nothing at all, but it was the time for him
to do nothing and the time for God to be busy within
him. You have inquired of the Lord, that was
your busy time, now keep still and let God answer
as slowly as he will, this is his busy time. Now
Linnet and I must eat a cracker and then say good-night
to all the world, yourself, dear John, included.
“Yours,
“PRUDENCE”
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“Washington, Dec. 21, 18—.
“DEAR MARJORIE:
“Aunt Helen sent me your letter; it came an hour ago. I am full of business that I like. I have no time for sight-seeing. I wish I had! Washington is the place for Young America to come to. But Young America has to come on business this time. Perhaps I will come here on my wedding trip, when there is no business to interfere. I am not ashamed to say that if I had been a girl I would have cried over your letter. Helen was something to everybody; she used to laugh and then look grave when she read your letters about her and the good