thinner; she was certainly slightly bald about the
temples, and white hairs were straggling in one after
another, not attempting to conceal themselves.
A year ago she had selected them from the mass of
black and cut them short, but now they were appearing
too fast for the scissors. It was a sad face,
almost a gloomy one, that she was gazing into:
for the knowledge that her forty years had done their
work in her face as surely, and perhaps not as sweetly
as in her life had come to her with a shock. She
was certainly growing older and the signs of it were
in her face, nothing could hide it, even her increasing
seriousness made it more apparent; not only growing
older, but growing old, the girls would say. Twenty
years ago, when she first began to write that birthday
record, she had laughed at forty and called it “old”
herself. As she laid the hand-glass aside with
a half-checked sigh, her eyes fell upon her hand and
wrist; it was certainly losing its shapeliness; the
fingers were as tapering as ever and the palm as pink,
but—there was a something that reminded
her of that plate of old china. She might be
like a bit of old china, but she was not ready to
be laid upon the shelf, not even to be paid a price
for and be admired! She was in the full rush
of her working days. Awhile ago her friends had
all addressed her as “Prudence,” but now,
she was not aware when it began or how, she was “Miss
Prudence” to every one who was not within the
nearest circle of intimacy. Not “Prudie”
or “Prue” any more. She had not been
“Prudie” since her father and mother died,
and not “Prue” since she had lost that
friend twenty years ago.
In ten short years she would be fifty years old, and
fifty was half a century: old enough to be somebody’s
grandmother. Was she not the bosom friend of
somebody’s grandmother to-day? Laura Harrowgate,
her friend and schoolmate, not one year her senior,
was the grandmother of three-months-old Laura.
Was it possible that she herself did not belong to
“the present generation,” but to a generation
passed away? She had no daughter to give place
to, as Laura had, no husband to laugh at her wrinkles
and gray hairs, as Laura had, and to say, “We’re
growing old together.” If it were only
“together” there would be no sadness in
it. But would she want it to be such a “together”
as certain of her friends shared?
Laura Harrowgate was a grandmother, but still she
would gush over that plate from Holland two centuries
old, buy a bracket for it and exhibit it to her friends.
A hand-glass did not make her dolorous.
A few years since she would have rebelled against
what the hand-glass revealed; but, to-day, she could
not rebel against God’s will; assuredly it was
his will for histories to be written in faces.
Would she live a woman’s life and adorn herself
with a baby’s face? Had not her face been
moulded by her life? Had she stopped thinking
and working ten years ago she might, to-day, have
looked at the face she looked at ten years ago.