Mary and his mother should be comforted one little
instant sooner? Could you or I wait to fold a
napkin and lay it away if we might fly to a friend
who was wearying for us? Suppose God says:
‘Fold that napkin and lay it away,’ do
we do it cheerfully and submissively, choosing to do
it rather than to hasten to our friend? If a
leper had stood in the way, beseeching him, if the
dead son of a widow were being carried out, we could
understand the instant’s delay, if only a little
child were waiting to speak to the Lord, but to keep
so many waiting just to lay the linen clothes aside,
and, most of all, to wrap together that napkin and
lay it by itself. Only the knowing that the doing
this was doing the will of God reconciles me to the
waiting that one instant longer, that his mother need
not have waited but for that. So, John, perhaps
you and I are waiting to do some little thing, some
little thing that we do not know the meaning of, before
God’s will can be perfect concerning us.
It may be as near to us as was the napkin about the
head of the Lord. I was forgetting that, after
he died for us, there was any of the Father’s
will left for him to do. And I suppose he folded
that napkin as willingly as he gave himself up to
the cross. John, that does help me—I
am so impatient at interruptions to what I call my
‘work,’ and I am so impatient for the
Lord to work for me.”
“Yes,” he answered slowly, “it is
hard to realize that we must stop to do every
little thing. But I do not stop, I pass the small
things by. Prudence, I am burning up with impatience
to-night.”
“Are you? I am very quiet.”
“If you knew something about Jerome that I do
not know, and it would disturb me to know it, would
you tell me?”
“If I should judge you by myself I should tell
you. How can one person know how a truth may
affect another? Tell me what you know; I am ready.”
But she trembled exceedingly and staggered as she
walked.
“Take my arm,” he said, quietly.
She obeyed and leaned against him as they moved on
slowly; it was too dark for them to see each other’s
faces clearly, a storm was gathering, the outlines
of the house they were approaching, were scarcely
distinguishable.
“We are almost home,” she said.
“Yes, there! Our light is flashing out.
Marjorie is lighting the parlor lamp. I have
in my pocket a letter from Jerome; I have had it a
week; you seemed so quiet and happy I had not the
heart to disturb you. It was sent to the old
address, I told him some one there would always find
me. He has not written because he thought we
did not care to hear. He has the name of an honest
man there, he says.”
“Is that all?” she questioned, her heart
beating with a rapid pulsation. How long she
had waited for this.