From happy tears to woeful smiles, from peace
Eternal to a brief and hollow
truce,
How have I fallen!—when
’tis truth we lose,
Sense triumphs o’er
all adverse impulses.
I know not if my heart bred this disease,
That still more pleasing grows
with growing use;
Or else thy face, thine eyes,
which stole the hues
And fires of Paradise—less
fair than these.
Thy beauty is no mortal thing; ’twas sent
From heaven on high to make
our earth divine:
Wherefore, though wasting,
burning, I’m content;
For in thy sight what could I do but pine?
If God himself thus rules
my destiny,
Who, when I die, can lay the
blame on thee?
L.
IN LOVE’S OWN TIME.
S’ i’ avessi creduto.
Had I but earlier known that from the eyes
Of that bright soul that fires
me like the sun,
I might have drawn new strength
my race to run,
Burning as burns the phoenix
ere it dies;
Even as the stag or lynx or leopard flies
To seek his pleasure and his
pain to shun,
Each word, each smile of her
would I have won,
Flying where now sad age all
flight denies.
Yet why complain? For even now I find
In that glad angel’s
face, so full of rest,
Health and content, heart’s
ease and peace of mind
Perchance I might have been less simply blest,
Finding her sooner: if
’tis age alone
That lets me soar with her
to seek God’s throne.
LI.
FIRST READING.
LOVE IN YOUTH AND AGE.
Tornami al tempo.
Bring back the time when blind desire ran free,
With bit and rein too loose
to curb his flight;
Give back the buried face,
once angel-bright,
That hides in earth all comely
things from me;
Bring back those journeys ta’en so toilsomely,
So toilsome-slow to one whose
hairs are white;
Those tears and flames that
in one breast unite;
If thou wilt once more take
thy fill of me!
Yet Love! Suppose it true that thou dost thrive
Only on bitter honey-dews
of tears.
Small profit hast thou of
a weak old man.
My soul that toward the other shore doth strive,
Wards off thy darts with shafts
of holier fears;
And fire feeds ill on brands
no breath can fan.
LI.
SECOND READING.
LOVE IN YOUTH AND AGE.
Tornami al tempo.
Bring back the time when glad desire ran free
With bit and rein too loose
to curb his flight,
The tears and flames that
in one breast unite,
If thou art fain once more
to conquer me!
Bring back those journeys ta’en so toilsomely,
So toilsome-slow to him whose
hairs are white!