I know not if it be the longed-for light
Of her first Maker which the
spirit feels;
Or if a time-old memory reveals
Some other beauty for the
heart’s delight;
Or fame or dreams beget that vision bright,
Sweet to the eyes, which through
the bosom steals,
Leaving I know not what that
wounds and heals,
And now perchance hath made
me weep outright.
Be this what this may be, ’tis this I seek:
Nor guide have I; nor know
I where to find
That burning fire; yet some
one seems to lead.
This, since I saw thee, lady, makes me weak;
A bitter-sweet sways here
and there my mind,
And sure I am thine eyes this
mischief breed.
XL.
SECOND READING.
LOVE’S LOADSTONE.
Non so se s’ e l’ immaginata luce.
I know not if it be the fancied light
Which every man or more or
less doth feel;
Or if the mind and memory
reveal
Some other beauty for the
heart’s delight;
Or if within the soul the vision bright
Of her celestial home once
more doth steal,
Drawing our better thoughts
with pure appeal
To the true Good above all
mortal sight:
This light I long for and unguided seek;
This fire that burns my heart,
I cannot find;
Nor know the way, though some
one seems to lead.
This, since I saw thee, lady, makes me weak:
A bitter-sweet sways here
and there my mind;
And sure I am thine eyes this
mischief breed.
XLI.
LIGHT AND DARKNESS.
Colui che fece.
He who ordained, when first the world began,
Time, that was not before
creation’s hour,
Divided it, and gave the sun’s
high power
To rule the one, the moon
the other span:
Thence fate and changeful chance and fortune’s
ban
Did in one moment down on
mortals shower:
To me they portioned darkness
for a dower;
Dark hath my lot been since
I was a man.
Myself am ever mine own counterfeit;
And as deep night grows still
more dim and dun,
So still of more misdoing
must I rue:
Meanwhile this solace to my soul is sweet,
That my black night doth make
more clear the sun
Which at your birth was given
to wait on you.
XLII.
SACRED NIGHT.
Ogni van chiuso.
All hollow vaults and dungeons sealed from sight,
All caverns circumscribed
with roof and wall,
Defend dark Night, though
noon around her fall,
From the fierce play of solar
day-beams bright.
But if she be assailed by fire or light,
Her powers divine are nought;
they tremble all
Before things far more vile
and trivial—
Even a glow-worm can confound