Into a heavenly form of nobler mind,
And dowered with all thine angel purity.
Ah me! and may heaven also keep my sighs,
My scattered tears preserve and reunite,
And give to him who loves that fair again!
More happy he perchance shall move those eyes
To mercy by the griefs my manhood blight,
Nor lose the kindness that from me is ta’en!
XXXIV.
LOVE’S FURNACE.
Si amico al freddo sasso.
So friendly is the fire to flinty stone,
That, struck therefrom and
kindled to a blaze,
It burns the stone, and from
the ash doth raise
What lives thenceforward binding
stones in one:
Kiln-hardened this resists both frost and sun,
Acquiring higher worth for
endless days—
As the purged soul from hell
returns with praise,
Amid the heavenly host to
take her throne.
E’en so the fire struck from my soul, that lay
Close-hidden in my heart,
may temper me,
Till burned and slaked to
better life I rise.
If, made mere smoke and dust, I live to-day,
Fire-hardened I shall live
eternally;
Such gold, not iron, my spirit
strikes and tries.
XXXV.
LOVE’S PARADOXES.
Sento d’ un foco.
Far off with fire I feel a cold face lit,
That makes me burn, the while
itself doth freeze:
Two fragile arms enchain me,
which with ease,
Unmoved themselves, can move
weights infinite.
A soul none knows but I, most exquisite,
That, deathless, deals me
death, my spirit sees:
I meet with one who, free,
my heart doth seize:
And who alone can cheer, hath
tortured it.
How can it be that from one face like thine
My own should feel effects
so contrary,
Since ill comes not from things
devoid of ill?
That loveliness perchance doth make me pine,
Even as the sun, whose fiery
beams we see,
Inflames the world, while
he is temperate still.
XXXVI.
LOVE MISINTERPRETED.
Se l’immortal desio.
If the undying thirst that purifies
Our mortal thoughts, could
draw mine to the day,
Perchance the lord who now
holds cruel sway
In Love’s high house,
would prove more kindly-wise.
But since the laws of heaven immortalise
Our souls, and doom our flesh
to swift decay,
Tongue cannot tell how fair,
how pure as day,
Is the soul’s thirst
that far beyond it lies.
How then, ah woe is me! shall that chaste fire,
Which burns the heart within
me, be made known,
If sense finds only sense
in what it sees?
All my fair hours are turned to miseries
With my loved lord, who minds
but lies alone;
For, truth to tell, who trusts
not is a liar.