“No, thank you,” said I; “I have another string to my bow.”

“All right,” says Myner.  “Be sure it’s honest.”

“Honest? honest?” I cried.  “What do you mean by calling my honesty in question?”

“I won’t, if you don’t like it,” he replied.  “You seem to think honesty as easy as Blind Man’s Buff:  I don’t.  It’s some difference of definition.”

I went straight from this irritating interview, during which Myner had never discontinued painting, to the studio of my old master.  Only one card remained for me to play, and I was now resolved to play it:  I must drop the gentleman and the frock-coat, and approach art in the workman’s tunic.

“Tiens, this little Dodd!” cried the master; and then, as his eye fell on my dilapidated clothing, I thought I could perceive his countenance to darken.

I made my plea in English; for I knew, if he were vain of anything, it was of his achievement of the island tongue.  “Master,” said I, “will you take me in your studio again? but this time as a workman.”

“I sought your fazer was immensely reech,” said he.

I explained to him that I was now an orphan and penniless.

He shook his head.  “I have betterr workmen waiting at my door,” said he, “far betterr workmen.

“You used to think something of my work, sir,” I pleaded.

“Somesing, somesing—­yes!” he cried; “enough for a son of a reech man—­not enough for an orphan.  Besides, I sought you might learn to be an artist; I did not sink you might learn to be a workman.”

On a certain bench on the outer boulevard, not far from the tomb of Napoleon, a bench shaded at that date by a shabby tree, and commanding a view of muddy roadway and blank wall, I sat down to wrestle with my misery.  The weather was cheerless and dark; in three days I had eaten but once; I had no tobacco; my shoes were soaked, my trousers horrid with mire; my humour and all the circumstances of the time and place lugubriously attuned.  Here were two men who had both spoken fairly of my work while I was rich and wanted nothing; now that I was poor and lacked all:  “no genius,” said the one; “not enough for an orphan,” the other; and the first offered me my passage like a pauper immigrant, and the second refused me a day’s wage as a hewer of stone—­plain dealing for an empty belly.  They had not been insincere in the past; they were not insincere to-day:  change of circumstance had introduced a new criterion:  that was all.

But if I acquitted my two Job’s comforters of insincerity, I was yet far from admitting them infallible.  Artists had been contemned before, and had lived to turn the laugh on their contemners.  How old was Corot before he struck the vein of his own precious metal?  When had a young man been more derided (or more justly so) than the god of my admiration, Balzac?  Or if I required a bolder inspiration, what had I to do but turn my head to where the gold