attachments; that was manhood” (said they); “and
as long as you were bound down to anything,—house,
umbrella, or portmanteau,—you were still
tethered by the umbilical cord.” Something
engaging in this theory carried the most of us away.
The two Frenchmen, indeed, retired, scoffing, to their
bock; and Romney, being too poor to join the excursion
on his own resources and too proud to borrow, melted
unobtrusively away. Meanwhile the remainder of
the company crowded the benches of a cab; the horse
was urged (as horses have to be) by an appeal to the
pocket of the driver; the train caught by the inside
of a minute; and in less than an hour and a half we
were breathing deep of the sweet air of the forest
and stretching our legs up the hill from Fontainebleau
octroi, bound for Barbizon. That the leading members
of our party covered the distance in fifty-one minutes
and a half is (I believe) one of the historic landmarks
of the colony; but you will scarce be surprised to
learn that I was somewhat in the rear. Myner,
a comparatively philosophic Briton, kept me company
in my deliberate advance; the glory of the sun’s
going down, the fall of the long shadows, the inimitable
scent and the inspiration of the woods, attuned me
more and more to walk in a silence which progressively
infected my companion; and I remember that, when at
last he spoke, I was startled from a deep abstraction.
“Your father seems to be a pretty good kind
of a father,” said he. “Why don’t
he come to see you?” I was ready with some dozen
of reasons, and had more in stock; but Myner, with
that shrewdness which made him feared and admired,
suddenly fixed me with his eye-glass and asked, “Ever
press him?”
The blood came in my face. No; I had never pressed
him; I had never even encouraged him to come.
I was proud of him; proud of his handsome looks, of
his kind, gentle ways, of that bright face he could
show when others were happy; proud, too (meanly proud,
if you like) of his great wealth and startling liberalities.
And yet he would have been in the way of my Paris
life, of much of which he would have disapproved.
I had feared to expose to criticism his innocent remarks
on art; I had told myself, I had even partly believed,
he did not want to come; I had been (and still am)
convinced that he was sure to be unhappy out of Muskegon;
in short, I had a thousand reasons, good and bad,
not all of which could alter one iota of the fact
that I knew he only waited for my invitation.
“Thank you, Myner,” said I; “you’re
a much better fellow than ever I supposed. I’ll
write to-night.”
“O, you’re a pretty decent sort yourself,”
returned Myner, with more than his usual flippancy
of manner, but (as I was gratefully aware) not a trace
of his occasional irony of meaning.