Yes, I declare the word came in my mind; and all the while, in another partition of the brain, I was glowing and singing for my new-found opulence.  The pile of gold—­four thousand two hundred and fifty double eagles, seventeen thousand ugly sovereigns, twenty-one thousand two hundred and fifty Napoleons—­danced, and rang and ran molten, and lit up life with their effulgence, in the eye of fancy.  Here were all things made plain to me:  Paradise—­Paris, I mean—­Regained, Carthew protected, Jim restored, the creditors...

“The creditors!” I repeated, and sank back benumbed.  It was all theirs to the last farthing:  my grandfather had died too soon to save me.

I must have somewhere a rare vein of decision.  In that revolutionary moment, I found myself prepared for all extremes except the one:  ready to do anything, or to go anywhere, so long as I might save my money.  At the worst, there was flight, flight to some of those blest countries where the serpent, extradition, has not yet entered in.

     On no condition is extradition
     Allowed in Callao!

—­the old lawless words haunted me; and I saw myself hugging my gold in the company of such men as had once made and sung them, in the rude and bloody wharfside drinking-shops of Chili and Peru.  The run of my ill-luck, the breach of my old friendship, this bubble fortune flaunted for a moment in my eyes and snatched again, had made me desperate and (in the expressive vulgarism) ugly.  To drink vile spirits among vile companions by the flare of a pine-torch; to go burthened with my furtive treasure in a belt; to fight for it knife in hand, rolling on a clay floor; to flee perpetually in fresh ships and to be chased through the sea from isle to isle, seemed, in my then frame of mind, a welcome series of events.

That was for the worst; but it began to dawn slowly on my mind that there was yet a possible better.  Once escaped, once safe in Callao, I might approach my creditors with a good grace; and properly handled by a cunning agent, it was just possible they might accept some easy composition.  The hope recalled me to the bankruptcy.  It was strange, I reflected:  often as I had questioned Jim, he had never obliged me with an answer.  In his haste for news about the wreck, my own no less legitimate curiosity had gone disappointed.  Hateful as the thought was to me, I must return at once and find out where I stood.

I left my dinner still unfinished, paying for the whole, of course, and tossing the waiter a gold piece.  I was reckless; I knew not what was mine and cared not:  I must take what I could get and give as I was able; to rob and to squander seemed the complementary parts of my new destiny.  I walked up Bush Street, whistling, brazening myself to confront Mamie in the first place, and the world at large and a certain visionary judge upon a bench in the second.  Just outside, I stopped and lighted a cigar to give me greater countenance; and puffing this and wearing what (I am sure) was a wretched assumption of braggadocio, I reappeared on the scene of my disgrace.