VI “I sold a sheep, as they had said,
And
bought my little children bread,
And
they were healthy with their food;
For
me—it never did me good.
A
woeful time it was for me,
55
To
see the end of all my gains,
The
pretty flock which I had reared
With
all my care and pains,
To
see it melt like snow away—
For
me it was a woeful day. 60
VII “Another still! and still another!
A
little lamb, and then its mother!
It
was a vein that never stopped—
Like
blood-drops from my heart they dropped.
’Till
thirty were not left alive 65
They
dwindled, dwindled, one by one;
And
I may say, that many a time
I
wished they all were gone—
Reckless
of what might come at last
Were
but the bitter struggle past. [8] 70
VIII “To wicked deeds I was inclined,
And
wicked fancies crossed my mind;
And
every man I chanced to see,
I
thought he knew some ill of me:
No
peace, no comfort could I find, 75
No
ease, within doors or without;
And,
crazily and wearily
I
went my work about;
And
oft was moved to flee from home,
And
hide my head where wild beasts roam.[9] 80
IX “Sir! ’twas a precious flock
to me,
As
dear as my own children be;
For
daily with my growing store
I
loved my children more and more.
Alas!
it was an evil time; 85
God
cursed me in my sore distress;
I
prayed, yet every day I thought
I
loved my children less;
And
every week, and every day,
My
flock it seemed to melt away. 90
X “They dwindled, Sir, sad sight to
see!
From
ten to five, from five to three,
A
lamb, a wether, and a ewe;-.
And
then at last from three to two;
And,
of my fifty, yesterday 95
I
had but only one:
And
here it lies upon my arm,
Alas!
and I have none;—
To-day
I fetched it from the rock;
It
is the last of all my flock.”
100
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VARIANTS ON THE TEXT
[Variant 1:
1815.
... I have been, 1798.]
[Variant 2:
1836.
Then with his coat he made essay 1798.]