OSWALD Give not to them a thought. From
Palestine
We
marched to Syria: oft I left the Camp,
When
all that multitude of hearts was still,
And
followed on, through woods of gloomy cedar,
Into
deep chasms troubled by roaring streams;
Or
from the top of Lebanon surveyed
The
moonlight desert, and the moonlight sea:
In
these my lonely wanderings I perceived
What
mighty objects do impress their forms
To
elevate our intellectual being;
And
felt, if aught on earth deserves a curse,
’Tis
that worst principle of ill which dooms
A
thing so great to perish self-consumed.
—So
much for my remorse!
MARMADUKE Unhappy Man!
OSWALD When from these forms I turned to contemplate
The
World’s opinions and her usages,
I
seemed a Being who had passed alone
Into
a region of futurity,
Whose
natural element was freedom—
MARMADUKE
Stop—
I
may not, cannot, follow thee.
OSWALD You
must.
I
had been nourished by the sickly food
Of
popular applause. I now perceived
That
we are praised, only as men in us
Do
recognise some image of themselves,
An
abject counterpart of what they are,
Or
the empty thing that they would wish to be.
I
felt that merit has no surer test
Than
obloquy; that, if we wish to serve
The
world in substance, not deceive by show,
We
must become obnoxious to its hate,
Or
fear disguised in simulated scorn.
MARMADUKE I pity, can forgive, you; but those
wretches—
That
monstrous perfidy!
OSWALD Keep down your
wrath.
False
Shame discarded, spurious Fame despised,
Twin
sisters both of Ignorance, I found
Life
stretched before me smooth as some broad way
Cleared
for a monarch’s progress. Priests might
spin
Their
veil, but not for me—’twas in fit
place
Among
its kindred cobwebs. I had been,
And
in that dream had left my native land,
One
of Love’s simple bondsmen—the soft
chain
Was
off for ever; and the men, from whom
This
liberation came, you would destroy:
Join
me in thanks for their blind services.