OSWALD The Crew
Gave
me a hearty welcome; they had laid
The
plot to rid themselves, at any cost,
Of
a tyrannic Master whom they loathed.
So
we pursued our voyage: when we landed,
The
tale was spread abroad; my power at once
Shrunk
from me; plans and schemes, and lofty hopes—
All
vanished. I gave way—do you attend?
MARMADUKE The Crew deceived you?
OSWALD Nay, command yourself.
MARMADUKE It is a dismal night—how the wind howls!
OSWALD I hid my head within a Convent, there
Lay
passive as a dormouse in mid winter.
That
was no life for me—I was o’erthrown
But
not destroyed.
MARMADUKE The proofs—you ought to have
seen
The
guilt—have touched it—felt it
at your heart—
As
I have done.
OSWALD A fresh tide of Crusaders
Drove
by the place of my retreat: three nights
Did
constant meditation dry my blood;
Three
sleepless nights I passed in sounding on,
Through
words and things, a dim and perilous way;
And,
wheresoe’er I turned me, I beheld
A
slavery compared to which the dungeon
And
clanking chains are perfect liberty.
You
understand me—I was comforted;
I
saw that every possible shape of action
Might
lead to good—I saw it and burst forth
Thirsting
for some of those exploits that fill
The
earth for sure redemption of lost peace.
[Marking MARMADUKE’S
countenance.]
Nay,
you have had the worst. Ferocity
Subsided
in a moment, like a wind
That
drops down dead out of a sky it vexed.
And
yet I had within me evermore
A
salient spring of energy; I mounted
From
action up to action with a mind
That
never rested—without meat or drink
Have
I lived many days—my sleep was bound
To
purposes of reason—not a dream
But
had a continuity and substance
That
waking life had never power to give.
MARMADUKE O wretched Human-kind!—Until
the mystery
Of
all this world is solved, well may we envy
The
worm, that, underneath a stone whose weight
Would
crush the lion’s paw with mortal anguish,
Doth
lodge, and feed, and coil, and sleep, in safety.
Fell
not the wrath of Heaven upon those traitors?