MARMADUKE Even so,
The
Sparrow so on the house-top, and I,
The
weakest of God’s creatures, stand resolved
To
abide the issue of my act, alone.
OSWALD Now would you? and for ever?—My
young Friend,
As
time advances either we become
The
prey or masters of our own past deeds.
Fellowship
we must have, willing or no;
And
if good Angels fail, slack in their duty,
Substitutes,
turn our faces where we may,
Are
still forthcoming; some which, though they bear
Ill
names, can render no ill services,
In
recompense for what themselves required.
So
meet extremes in this mysterious world,
And
opposites thus melt into each other.
MARMADUKE Time, since Man first drew breath, has
never moved
With
such a weight upon his wings as now;
But
they will soon be lightened.
OSWALD Ay,
look up—
Cast
round you your mind’s eye, and you will learn
Fortitude
is the child of Enterprise:
Great
actions move our admiration, chiefly
Because
they carry in themselves an earnest
That
we can suffer greatly.
MARMADUKE Very true.
OSWALD Action is transitory—a step,
a blow,
The
motion of a muscle—this way or that—
’Tis
done, and in the after-vacancy
We
wonder at ourselves like men betrayed:
Suffering
is permanent, obscure and dark,
And
shares the nature of infinity.
MARMADUKE Truth—and I feel it.
OSWALD What! if you had
bid
Eternal
farewell to unmingled joy
And
the light dancing of the thoughtless heart;
It
is the toy of fools, and little fit
For
such a world as this. The wise abjure
All
thoughts whose idle composition lives
In
the entire forgetfulness of pain.
—I
see I have disturbed you.
MARMADUKE By no means.
OSWALD Compassion!—pity!—pride
can do without them;
And
what if you should never know them more!—
He
is a puny soul who, feeling pain,
Finds
ease because another feels it too.
If
e’er I open out this heart of mine
It
shall be for a nobler end—to teach
And
not to purchase puling sympathy.
—Nay,
you are pale.
MARMADUKE
It
may be so.