IDONEA That dismal
Moor—
In
spite of all the larks that cheered our path,
I
never can forgive it: but how steadily
You
paced along, when the bewildering moonlight
Mocked
me with many a strange fantastic shape!—
I
thought the Convent never would appear;
It
seemed to move away from us: and yet,
That
you are thus the fault is mine; for the air
Was
soft and warm, no dew lay on the grass,
And
midway on the waste ere night had fallen
I
spied a Covert walled and roofed with sods—
A
miniature; belike some Shepherd-boy,
Who
might have found a nothing-doing hour
Heavier
than work, raised it: within that hut
We
might have made a kindly bed of heath,
And
thankfully there rested side by side
Wrapped
in our cloaks, and, with recruited strength,
Have
hailed the morning sun. But cheerily, Father,—
That
staff of yours, I could almost have heart
To
fling’t away from you: you make no use
Of
me, or of my strength;—come, let me feel
That
you do press upon me. There—indeed
You
are quite exhausted. Let us rest awhile
On
this green bank.
[He sits down.]
HERBERT (after some time)
Idonea,
you are silent,
And
I divine the cause.
IDONEA Do not reproach
me:
I
pondered patiently your wish and will
When
I gave way to your request; and now,
When
I behold the ruins of that face,
Those
eyeballs dark—dark beyond hope of light,
And
think that they were blasted for my sake,
The
name of Marmaduke is blown away:
Father,
I would not change that sacred feeling
For
all this world can give.
HERBERT Nay, be
composed:
Few
minutes gone a faintness overspread
My
frame, and I bethought me of two things
I
ne’er had heart to separate—my grave,
And
thee, my Child!
IDONEA Believe me, honoured
Sire!
’Tis
weariness that breeds these gloomy fancies,
And
you mistake the cause: you hear the woods
Resound
with music, could you see the sun,
And
look upon the pleasant face of Nature—