“A sailor’s wife I knew a
widow’s cares, 595
Yet two sweet little ones partook my bed;
Hope cheered my dreams, and to my daily
prayers
Our heavenly Father granted each day’s
bread;
Till one was found by stroke of violence
dead,
Whose body near our cottage chanced to
lie; 600
A dire suspicion drove us from our shed;
In vain to find a friendly face we try,
Nor could we live together those poor
boys and I;
LXVIII
“For evil tongues made oath how
on that day
My husband lurked about the neighbourhood;
605
Now he had fled, and whither none could
say,
And he had done the deed in the
dark wood—
Near his own home!—but he was
mild and good;
Never on earth was gentler creature seen;
He’d not have robbed the raven of
its food. 610
My husband’s loving kindness stood
between
Me and all worldly harms and wrongs however
keen.”
LXIX
Alas! the thing she told with labouring
breath
The Sailor knew too well. That wickedness
His hand had wrought; and when, in the
hour of death, 615
He saw his Wife’s lips move his
name to bless
With her last words, unable to suppress
His anguish, with his heart he ceased
to strive;
And, weeping loud in this extreme distress,
He cried—“Do pity me!
That thou shouldst live 620
I neither ask nor wish—forgive
me, but forgive!”
LXX
To tell the change that Voice within her
wrought
Nature by sign or sound made no essay;
A sudden joy surprised expiring thought,
And every mortal pang dissolved away.
625
Borne gently to a bed, in death she lay;
Yet still while over her the husband bent,
A look was in her face which seemed to
say,
“Be blest: by sight of thee
from heaven was sent
Peace to my parting soul, the fulness
of content.” 630
LXXI
She slept in peace,—his pulses throbbed and stopped, Breathless he gazed upon her face,—then took Her hand in his, and raised it, but both dropped, When on his own he cast a rueful look. His ears were never silent; sleep forsook 635 His burning eyelids stretched and stiff as lead; All night from time to time under him shook The floor as he lay shuddering on his bed; And oft he groaned aloud, “O God, that I were dead!”