shelling had died down. All became quiet.
No flares—no flashes anywhere. There
was a luminous kind of glow in the sky—moonlight
through thin clouds. I had to listen and watch.
But I couldn’t keep back my thoughts. There
I was, a soldier, facing No Man’s Land, across
whose dark space were the Huns we have come to regard
as devils in brutality, yet less than men....
And I thought of home. No man knows what home
really is until he stands that lonely midnight guard.
A shipwrecked sailor appreciates the comforts he once
had; a desert wanderer, lost and starving, remembers
the food he once wasted; a volunteer soldier, facing
death in the darkness, thinks of his home! It
is a hell of a feeling!... And, thinking of home,
I remembered my girl. I’ve been gone four
months—have been at the front seven days
(or is it seven years?) and last night in the darkness
she came to me. Oh yes! she was there! She
seemed reproachful, as she was when she coaxed me not
to enlist. My girl was not one of the kind who
sends her lover to war and swears she will die an
old maid unless he returns. Mine begged me to
stay home, or at least wait for the draft. But
I wasn’t built that way. I enlisted.
And last night I felt the bitterness of a soldier’s
fate. All this beautiful stuff is bunk!...
My girl is a peach. She had many admirers, two
in particular that made me run my best down the stretch.
One is club-footed. He couldn’t fight.
The other is all yellow. Him she liked best.
He had her fooled, the damned slacker.... I wish
I could believe I’d get safe back home, with
a few Huns to my credit—the Croix de Guerre—and
an officer’s uniform. That would be great.
How I could show up those fellows!... But I’ll
get killed—as sure as God made little apples
I’ll get killed—and she will marry
one of the men who would not fight!”
It was about the middle of a clear morning, still
cold, but the sun was shining. Guns were speaking
intermittently. Those soldiers who were off duty
had their gas-masks in their hands. All were gazing
intently upward.
Dorn sat a little apart from them. He, too, looked
skyward, and he was so absorbed that he did not hear
the occasional rumble of a distant gun. He was
watching the airmen at work—the most wonderful
and famous feature of the war. It absolutely
enthralled Dorn. As a boy he had loved to watch
the soaring of the golden eagles, and once he had seen
a great wide-winged condor, swooping along a mountain-crest.
How he had envied them the freedom of the heights—the
loneliness of the unscalable crags—the
companionship of the clouds! Here he gazed and
marveled at the man-eagles of the air.
German planes had ventured over the lines, flying
high, and English planes had swept up to intercept
them. One was rising then not far away, climbing
fast, like a fish-hawk with prey in its claws.
Its color, its framework, its propeller, and its aviator
showed distinctly against the sky. The buzzing,
high-pitched drone of its motor floated down.